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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

So yay, finally my Audacity started working fine.
Iz recording songz.

Although I only had a short time spent in Singapore, I have to say it was fun, although not enough.
Got to meet up with Atiqah, Aqilah, Iza and Danish. I wished though I got to meet up with Bavani, Jaini, Sharmini and many others. Hell, I wished I went for the Class BBQ. Who cares if it sucked? All I want is to meet my bebehs.

The moment I saw Aqilah tapping out of the MRT, we screamed and ran and hugged each other and didn't let go till like 2 minutes later, and that's because we were going round in circles in each other's arms. Danish and his little brother was there too. Omg, I don't even know where to start, it was awesome. Then we met Iza at McD's, where shortly after Danish had to go.

"Ala, jangan la marah, I tau I salahhhh~" [/gay danish]

So then, me, Aq, and Iza proceeded to This Fashion to play dress-up. Very the kecoh, but very fun too. We practically conquered the damn fitting room. Then, we met Atiqah outside. Me and her just stood there looking at each other, with people walking past us, and we screamed like idiots. I DO MISS WIFEH. Then we walked around and stuff, and yea. YEA, it was fun okay.

We walked around aimlessly, ate at another McD's and a lot of other stuff. Gawd, I miss them.
Oh yea, and I skipped the nikah just to get to see them. I feel bad, but I missed bebehs too much! I heard that Widad took a photo with Rihanna. Jealous much ehhhh? I know I am. And Rihanna said her hair's HOT. Woohoo!

Mannn, I miss everyone in Malaysia, but then... I wished that I could've stayed in Singapore longer. I seriously, seriously miss my bebehs, but at the same time, I was going to go mad anytime, cause Nini wasn't there. I miss her! Haha! You know what's the best thing that could ever happen? Have all my good friends in one place. I tell you, the most painful part is on the way back to Malaysia, cause on the way back, you have no friends to accompany you.

And since the only thing I was allowed to use was a Malaysian prepaid line, since I was in Malaysia anyway, I had to sms and talk to my Malaysian friends for company on the way back. Sorry to Azim cause I fell asleep in the car! Smsing a Singapore number with a Singapore or a Malaysia number in Malaysia is very expensive, so, yea. I still wished I could've smsed Aqilah like, all the way back home. I'm planning on smsing Danish later too, since he doesn't have my new number.

I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY.
Thanks for making my trip back to Singapore worth remembering.
So looking forward to December when you all come to raid my house.
And I am soooo going to bring you guys around Buit Jelutong and meet all my friends.
You guyz teh awesumzxzxxzxssxzxsxz.

Oh and I forgot to say, DANISH IS SO FUCKING HOT HAHAHA.
And btw, the photo did not capture him in his full hotness glory.

atiqah.aqilah.iza.danish ♥

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