sfqomhz says:
ATIQAH SO MEAN
Atiqah. } says:
HAHAHA
Atiqah. } says:
EH I GOOD GIRL OKAY
Atiqah. } says:
*points to angel halo*
Atiqah. } says:
EVEN THE LIGHT IS BEAMING DOWN ON ME *points to the sun*

I LOVE MY WIFE.

This song reminds me of you. I still miss you very much. Very very very much. I guess no one really knows. I'm trying to let go, and honestly, this whole thing is ridiculous. It wasn't supposed to happen in the first place. It's forbidden. They don't know I miss you, you don't even know I miss you. I bet you think I'm not into you anymore. I try to not think of you, but yes, you're the best. You may not know. You've never held anything for me, but what I have towards you is still as strong as ever.


This song reminds me of DANISH FAWAZ! Hahaha! I don't know why, it just does. I miss you, babi! You've been the greatest everrrrrrrrr, and friends for life, my dear friend. Thanks for always being there. You might have some other people that you can count on, but since this is a small world, and I'm so clinging, you're one of those that I need in my life. JEG ELSKER DIG! ♥ Hahaha omg that brings back memories. But ugh, what-eh-ver major loser.


This song reminds me of so many people, and it sure reminds me of the scenario of the computer lab during rainy days, or how cold it really is in there. It reminds me of my ITC lessons, it reminds me of Atiqah playing the guitar, reminds me of Aqilah singing, reminds me of Firdaus, reminds me of Hafiz singing it for a forfeit, reminds me Din. Goddamn, I seriously miss you all. I remember singing this song out on the bus stop at around 7 pm, with Atiqah. Danish, you were there. And so was Din. And it was my last day in Singapore. And on that same day, me and Aqilah hugged and cried in each other's arms. I miss you all, I miss you all, I miss you all.


This song reminds me of all my bebehs. Reminds me of everyone I am close to in Singapore. Reminds me of all my loved ones, of all my teachers, of so so so so many people. Why? Because you people are all that I hoped I'd find in every single way. And nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away. This song makes me cry. I don't know what else to say. Because yes, I can live without you, but without you I'll be miserable at best. Is there really a need to mention who? I'm sure you all know who you are (:
Remember when we were going to take our 2nd English paper, and we all started tearing in the canteen because you guys remembered I was leaving after the exams? Atiqah started singing the song and we hugged. It's amazing how I can remember such little details. You guys are special to me like that.

So yay, finally my Audacity started working fine.
Iz recording songz.

Although I only had a short time spent in Singapore, I have to say it was fun, although not enough.
Got to meet up with Atiqah, Aqilah, Iza and Danish. I wished though I got to meet up with Bavani, Jaini, Sharmini and many others. Hell, I wished I went for the Class BBQ. Who cares if it sucked? All I want is to meet my bebehs.

The moment I saw Aqilah tapping out of the MRT, we screamed and ran and hugged each other and didn't let go till like 2 minutes later, and that's because we were going round in circles in each other's arms. Danish and his little brother was there too. Omg, I don't even know where to start, it was awesome. Then we met Iza at McD's, where shortly after Danish had to go.

"Ala, jangan la marah, I tau I salahhhh~" [/gay danish]

So then, me, Aq, and Iza proceeded to This Fashion to play dress-up. Very the kecoh, but very fun too. We practically conquered the damn fitting room. Then, we met Atiqah outside. Me and her just stood there looking at each other, with people walking past us, and we screamed like idiots. I DO MISS WIFEH. Then we walked around and stuff, and yea. YEA, it was fun okay.

We walked around aimlessly, ate at another McD's and a lot of other stuff. Gawd, I miss them.
Oh yea, and I skipped the nikah just to get to see them. I feel bad, but I missed bebehs too much! I heard that Widad took a photo with Rihanna. Jealous much ehhhh? I know I am. And Rihanna said her hair's HOT. Woohoo!

Mannn, I miss everyone in Malaysia, but then... I wished that I could've stayed in Singapore longer. I seriously, seriously miss my bebehs, but at the same time, I was going to go mad anytime, cause Nini wasn't there. I miss her! Haha! You know what's the best thing that could ever happen? Have all my good friends in one place. I tell you, the most painful part is on the way back to Malaysia, cause on the way back, you have no friends to accompany you.

And since the only thing I was allowed to use was a Malaysian prepaid line, since I was in Malaysia anyway, I had to sms and talk to my Malaysian friends for company on the way back. Sorry to Azim cause I fell asleep in the car! Smsing a Singapore number with a Singapore or a Malaysia number in Malaysia is very expensive, so, yea. I still wished I could've smsed Aqilah like, all the way back home. I'm planning on smsing Danish later too, since he doesn't have my new number.

I MISS YOU ALL ALREADY.
Thanks for making my trip back to Singapore worth remembering.
So looking forward to December when you all come to raid my house.
And I am soooo going to bring you guys around Buit Jelutong and meet all my friends.
You guyz teh awesumzxzxxzxssxzxsxz.

Oh and I forgot to say, DANISH IS SO FUCKING HOT HAHAHA.
And btw, the photo did not capture him in his full hotness glory.

TODAY WAS SHIT FUCK PISS FUN GILER BABI TO THE MAXMAXMAXMAX.
SEE, I'M SO HAPPY, I'M CURSING.
I LOVE YOU ALL.
PICTURES, NEXT POST.
AAAAAHHHH.

And Danish, you're fucking hot.
HAHA.

I like you and all but DAMN BOY, YOU'VE GOT ISSUES.

I wish I was there getting lost in LA with you.

It's not like I'm awesome at singing or anything, but now I've got a style that only I can do. I have more confidence in my originality, so I can mix popularity on top of that but still leave in some ironic parts, and that's what I want to put into my songs now. I'm not changing my stance of being unafraid of trying new things.

I love Miyavi to bits.
And forever shall be my hero of heroes.

I stare at the phone, he still hasn't called.
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothing at all.
And you flashback to when he said "forever and always."

AND IT RAINS IN YOUR BEDROOM.
EVERYTHING IS WRONG.
IT RAINS WHEN YOU'RE HERE AND IT RAINS WHEN YOU'RE GONE.

Cause I was there when you said "forever and always."
Did you mean it, baby?
I don't think so.

I'm not your princess. This ain't a fairytale.
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well.
This is a big world, that was a small town.
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now.
Now it's too late for you and your white horse to catch me now.

I'M GOING BACK TO SINGAPORE TOMORROW YAYYYYY!
But I'm only going to stay for 2 days, what bullshit is that!?
How am I supposed to spend time with my behs?
Worse part is, when I come back, I can hardly go out because Nini and Nyrah will be in Singapore from November 19 till December something.
DECEMBER. I wished I had THAT much time in Singapore.

But whatever, make the best out of all the time you have... right?
ARGH.

Loads of pics.
This blog is better off as a photoblog.
Many stories, but lazy to write.

Tata darlings.

sfqomhz says:
joe looks fucking ridiculous with a moustache
Atiqah. } says:
HAAHHAAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
Atiqah. } says:
I WISH HE HAS THEM FOREVER
Atiqah. } says:
AHAHAHHA
Atiqah. } says:
JUST SO HE LOOKS RIDICULOUS ALL THE TIME
sfqomhz says:
HAHAHAHA OMG HAHAHAHHABCKJBCLKSDJ
Atiqah. } says:
he looks like a thinner version of super mario
Atiqah. } says:
AHHAHA

If you hate on Taylor Swift merely because she used to date Joe Jonas, then you're an idiot. How does she dating Joe Jonas have got to do with her music? Let's face it, she makes awesome music, and being Joe's ex-girlfriend won't change that fact. I don't know the whole truth behind this "27 second" phone call, but I know that Taylor makes awesome music.

She's 18, a teenager and goes through what we have all gone through, and because of this, I love her songs as it expresses so much and is so easy to relate to. I've met a number of people who go all "I HATE TAYLOR SWIFT BECAUSE SHE WAS JOE'S GIRLFRIEND." Come on, as though you ever will have to chance to marry Joe at all. And Taylor makes much better music that those talentless asswipes.

But argh, whatever.

Another crazy day. I slept over Nini's house yesterday, from there, met Kak Faith for the first time, met Eleena and thennn, hung out at her house and stuff. Kak Faith had this awesome dress which I could use to Moonlight Serenade. It's... GORGEOUS. Kak Faith is awesome. Eleena and Kak Faith have an awesome house and 3 really adorable cats. MEOW.

Went D'Pangkin and met Azim and Syazwan and on the way to my house, it rained, so we all detoured to Nini's house where we stayed till my dad came to pick us all up, except for Syazwan. Wish he could've gone along.

I think Azim has this weird curse that whenever he is around, Hotel 626 will not play. I mean, it will, but it will load so slowly you wanna slap yourself across the face. So we all comwhored with the webcam and took over 200 shots, AGAIN.

Overall, it was a fun night. Wish I could go to Eleena's birthday party and meet her for the last time before she flies to the Europe. I may have known her for only a short while, but she's still a friend right? Had a great time with her anyway today.

And damnnn, I miss today already.
Nini left her specs here again.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you, been here all along,
Why can't you see you belong with me?

As much as I actually like you,
I think you need a slap across the face for once instead of a hug.
tyvm.

NO WONDER.

So, for now, I shall give in.
I don't want to be the force that pulls you two apart.
Neither do I want to be the force that causes you to fight with your best friend.

I give in.
I do.

I'm sorry.

I noticed that there's no day so far which I have not met Nini and Nyrah and Azim.
Even if it's for a while, we will SURELY meet.
Let me tell you, they're all I have right now to pass my time till I go back to Singapore (insert big fat YAY here)
CAN'T WAIT :D

You come away with a great story of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you.
You never did give a damn thing honey,
but I cried and cried for you.
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody even if I died for you.
Every smile you fake is so condescending counting all the scars you made.
Now that I'm sitting it here, thinking it through.
I've never been anywhere cold as you.



Well, it all could've happened and died 9 months ago.
Guess you were too special.

Why is it all coming back to me now?

This night was an awesome night.
Hotel 626 decided to be a bitch on the wrongest night, but nonetheless it was awesome.
One of the best hours in my life. Would've been even more fun if somebody decided to not get a fever. But whatever, I miss it already. To think it all happened like... 3 hours ago.

And those 4 shots weren't even 1/10 of the pictures we took.
I AM SERIOUS! D: I can easily say we took more than 200 shots, more than half of which are so nonsensical.

AAAAAHHHHHH ♥