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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Friday, October 17, 2008

Okay, no wonder when I tell people I am studying Japanese, they laugh.
It's so hard to take Malay people who think they know Japanese seriously.
Although it's not always the Malay people, you have to admit... Malay + studying Japanese = total HAHA for you.

Look everywhere.
They're misusing the word "aishiteru". They twitify English, and they do the same to Japanese. What the fck man! Aiishiiteruueeemfdsvnbjkbdj! Japanese's not my language, but I definitely have a great deal of respect for it. Their names or whatever would be like ”愛してる！” and when asked how to read, they say it's "aishiteru", which is right. And they say it means "I love you". Which is also right. But I can bet you they know fck about reading it.

Do you think they know that 愛 = ai し = shi て = te る = ru?
I'm telling you, it sucks man. Or they go to some person's profile and send a comment saying "buaiibuaii muackzs aiishiiteruu!" FUCKSIALZ MUNTAH LASER.

And what's with the whole シ and ツ thing behind their names.
For example: xiaobeiibieex シ
Yes, it does look like a smiley face, but that is so not... a smiley face.
It's katakana for "shi" and "tsu" respectively. I probably shouldn't make a big deal out of this, but I am because I'm annoyed, AND ALSO BECAUSE IT'S A LANGUAGE I ADMIRE.

And thanks to all these people, someone as innocent as me, sincere in wanting to learn the language, who has at least some knowledge on how to read the language, gets dragged into the WAPANESE category. Fuck man, fuck.

People who come ot my blog probably think I'm Wapanese too. I mean, the blog title, the front and all. It's in Jap, you're probably like "EEE SO CHEENA." I gotta admit it does look kinda cheena, but whatever.

Just know that I'm studying Japanese.
I'm not a wapanese.
I don't think I'm kawaii,
AND I KNOW MORE JAPANESE THAN THOSE SHITHEADS.

I don't know much, AT LEAST MORE.

And another thing that I'm annoyed about is the fact that people don't like others calling them what they call themselves. You probably didn't understand that, because I didn't either. But it basically means... like... someone names themselves "Mr Bastard", so I go up to that person and say "HI BASTARD!" I can bet you the person is gonna beat my upside the head. Or someone calls themselves... "Ms Ugly Monsterr." and I call them hideous, I'm gonna earn myself some new Minah enemies, buddy!

Pssht.

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