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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Had a sleepover at Nini and Nyrah's.
Serious it was fun. Nini and I were singing like a bunch of drunk retards at the guest room. Watched Scary Movie and ate Maggi at... 1-2 in the morning? A lot of stuff happened.

Hung out with Nini when her family went out. We went to Secret Recipe, and damnnn, the Maccaroni and Cheese was delicious like weeee. Met Syazwan there. Made a new friend :D Went to Jalan Lagenda and camwhored. Photos not with me yet. Soon, I hope. It was nice photoooos. And before I forget, CREDITS GOES TO SYAZWAN AND ANIRAH :D

Theeen, they followed me, Abah and Umi to Giant. It was fun, fun funnnnnn. We were like... drunk people... singing and dancing here and there. LIKE FOOLS.

So... all in all these two days were really really fun. I can't put it into words at all! I seriously loved it! Aaaand, it also reminded me of my bebehs back in Singapore.

Like... remember the sleepover we planned but it didn't work out because Aqilah's mum didn't allow her to? And... we also wanted to spend a whole day together, but we didn't have the right time? And so many other stuff. The camwhoring and everything else. It reminded me so much of you guys mainly because... all these stuff are so Singaporean.

And also because I'm glad I've found friends which I can count on here whenever you guys aren't online or anything (: They can never be like you, just like how you guys can never be like them. But at the same time, you guys share things in common like... you guys are so fun to hang out with. Never have I laughed and smiled so much since I moved here.

Eehhh, don't take me the wrong way! I love you guys a lot a lot a lot equally! Just that a group is hereeee, in Malaysia, and the other is in Singapore. I can't wait to go back to Singapore to see you guys. Too bad I can't... anytime soon. But I still love you guys a lot. MAKE SURE YOU COME SLEEPOVER MY HOUSE DURING THE HOLIDAYS. That includes all my best friends :D

ATIQAH AQILAH IZA BAVANI JAINI NINI NYRAH ♥

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