>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
i look soo freaking ugly in my dp
sfqomhz says:
my friend said you looked cute xDD
sfqomhz says:
BUT I SAID YOU LOOK HOTTER IN REAL
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
omgggggggg
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
LOL
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
i'm soooo not!!
sfqomhz says:
YES YOU ARE
sfqomhz says:
you have a hot bod
sfqomhz says:
REALLY XD
sfqomhz says:
and you're cute
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
NNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
sfqomhz says:
im saying that in a friend kinda way okay xD
sfqomhz says:
YEEEESSSSSS
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
I'M UGLYYYYYYYYY
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
HAHAHAHHAH
sfqomhz says:
NOOOOO
sfqomhz says:
DONT ARGUE WITH TEH GREAT SHAFIQAHHHH
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
HAHAH
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
ONLY MY BODY NICE! BUT MY FACE SOOOOOOOO UGLY!!
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
HAHAH
sfqomhz says:
NOOO YOUR FACE NOT UGLYYYYYYYY
sfqomhz says:
YOU'RE CUUUUUTE XD
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
THAT MEANSSS I'M UGLY BUT ADORABLE!
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
HAHAH
sfqomhz says:
THAT MEANING WAS SOOO LAST SEASON
sfqomhz says:
really@
sfqomhz says:
*!
sfqomhz says:
go check the online dictionaries xD
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
show me
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
hahahah
sfqomhz says:
wait xD
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
omggggggggg
>>Those Left Behind - Patron Saint of LonEliness - Call To Faith<<>>sRkAx<<((LeadGuitarist)) says:
hahha
sfqomhz says:
cute /kyut/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[kyoot] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation adjective, cut·er, cut·est, adverb, noun
–adjective
1. attractive, esp. in a dainty way; pleasingly pretty: a cute child; a cute little apartment.
2. affectedly or mincingly pretty or clever; precious: The child has acquired some intolerably cute mannerisms.
sfqomhz says:
HAHAHAHAHA

I have a bigger version, but shall post the smaller version here (:

I DON'T CARE :D

MOST EMBARRASSING DREAM I EVER HAD.
But one of the nicest in a way.
I... shall... not... elaborate...

I'm an angel, I'm a devil, I am sometimes in between. I'm as bad as it can get and as good as it can be. Sometimes I'm a million colours, sometimes I'm black and white. I am all extremes. Try to figure me out, you never can. There's so many things I am.

I'm someone filled with self-belief. I'm haunted by self-doubt. I've got all the answers, I've got nothing figured out. I like to be by myself. I hate to be alone. I'm up and I'm down. But that's part of the thrill, part of the plan. Part of all of the things I am.

I'm a million contradictions. Sometimes I make no sense. Sometimes I'm perfect, sometimes I'm a mess. Sometimes I'm not sure who I am, but I am special.

I am special. I am beautiful, I am wonderful and powerful, unstoppable. Sometimes I'm miserable, sometimes I'm pitiful. But that's so typical of all the things I am.

Over 80 new Miyavi pics from his worldtour! Actually 101, but I didn't save all of them. I have to get ready a new folder for Miyavi already on my PhotoBucket... I have like... 3000+ already? That's... THAT'S KINDA LITTLE YOU IDIOTS, OKAY XD *im a freak yay* They're all like... really awesome photos, but I shall post... only... 5. So that I won't kill you guys with too much Miyavi. I don't really care anyway, BUT 5 IT SHALL BE BECAUSE I CAN!

Oh and did I mention I went to an awesome hotel in Kuantan?
YEA SO IT'S AWESOME.
We were supposed to go to the hotel next to it, but it was fully booked. Thank God it was, because Vistana is better than Hotel Seri BY A THOUSAND TIMES.

Had a sleepover at Nini and Nyrah's.
Serious it was fun. Nini and I were singing like a bunch of drunk retards at the guest room. Watched Scary Movie and ate Maggi at... 1-2 in the morning? A lot of stuff happened.

Hung out with Nini when her family went out. We went to Secret Recipe, and damnnn, the Maccaroni and Cheese was delicious like weeee. Met Syazwan there. Made a new friend :D Went to Jalan Lagenda and camwhored. Photos not with me yet. Soon, I hope. It was nice photoooos. And before I forget, CREDITS GOES TO SYAZWAN AND ANIRAH :D

Theeen, they followed me, Abah and Umi to Giant. It was fun, fun funnnnnn. We were like... drunk people... singing and dancing here and there. LIKE FOOLS.

So... all in all these two days were really really fun. I can't put it into words at all! I seriously loved it! Aaaand, it also reminded me of my bebehs back in Singapore.

Like... remember the sleepover we planned but it didn't work out because Aqilah's mum didn't allow her to? And... we also wanted to spend a whole day together, but we didn't have the right time? And so many other stuff. The camwhoring and everything else. It reminded me so much of you guys mainly because... all these stuff are so Singaporean.

And also because I'm glad I've found friends which I can count on here whenever you guys aren't online or anything (: They can never be like you, just like how you guys can never be like them. But at the same time, you guys share things in common like... you guys are so fun to hang out with. Never have I laughed and smiled so much since I moved here.

Eehhh, don't take me the wrong way! I love you guys a lot a lot a lot equally! Just that a group is hereeee, in Malaysia, and the other is in Singapore. I can't wait to go back to Singapore to see you guys. Too bad I can't... anytime soon. But I still love you guys a lot. MAKE SURE YOU COME SLEEPOVER MY HOUSE DURING THE HOLIDAYS. That includes all my best friends :D

So I noticed that here, I can never belong.

People in Singapore understand me, and at least they love me. They don't find fault because they know me and they don't judge me based off assumptions. They don't hate me for anything stupid. Singaporeans speak out to what they think is not right, and at least they sit down and have a nice talk or discussion. Well, over here the damn students in Malaysia talk behind your backs like you're some idiot, and in front of you, they act like they're nice people. They need to be less girly gossipy bullshit girls and start opening their mouths to what they're not happy with.

I stole your friend?
Was it my fault she decided to follow me?

And now what, I'm hated for something I didn't even do and that is look at you and said "FUCK"?
Seriously, WHAT ARE YOU PEOPLE THINKING.

I don't want anyone's friendships to be spoiled because of me, so if I really have to, I shall break apart all ties I have with anyone in my class right now just to get you all back together. I shall be a loner, just to satisfy your selfish stupid needs.

AND BE GODDAMN THANKFUL I'M NICE LIKE THAT.

NOW AT NINI'S HOUSE <3
Tmr going Kuantan manz.

Shall elaborate more about today if I have the time.

This has been the best raye EVER. The going back to Singapore, the buying stuff, the haircut, Bebehs, Nini, Nyrah and basically... everything! And yesterday, my money went zoom out of my wallet. Now I have less then RM20. Poor me, but am happy (: But now, I shall post pictures. Stuff that has made my day/raya GREAT! In some pictures, I was not there, but they surely warm my heart and make me smile. Because I know that no matter where I am, my bebehs and best friends are happy no matter what (: Photos not taken by me, stolen from Beh Qitot's blog.















Forever loved, ♥
Now, I shall go study (:

NEW SONG.
君に願いを。
I love this song to bits.

I never promised you a ray of light.
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday.
I gave you everything I had.
The good, the bad.

Why do you put me pedestal?
I'm so up high that I cna't see the ground below.
So help me down, you've it wrong.
I don't belong there.

I always said that I would make mistakes.
I'm only human and that's my saving grace.
I fall as hard as I try.
So don't be blinded.

See me as I really am.
I have flaws and sometimes I even sin.
So pull me from the pedestal.
I don't belong there.

I'M TURNING OFF THE COMPUTER AFTER SAKIHOKORU HANA NO YOU NI ENDS.
TODAY WAS KINDA FUN.
YEA MAN, I WENT TO NINI AND NYRAH'S HOUSE FOR RAYE WITH MY FAMILY AND BAM HEHEHE AND THEN PEOPLE CAME OVER. FUN SHIT.

Sorry, am writing in caps.
I LOVE GIZ.
I LOVE TEH EPIC FAILMAIL.

Shall elaborate more next time.
Running out of time xD

ダメ人間
困ったちゃん
!!!!! AHAHAHA <333
Tal thought me :D yay i luffles youuu
Figure it out >:D

HAHAHAH You can't friggin imagine what I'm watching right now. Hi-5!
Serious, I miss this damn show. I woke up at 7 am today, and turned on Nickelodeon and the show happened to be on. I miss the shoooooowwwwwww, reminds me so much of Singapore and back when I was in Primary School. I used to watch this show everyday when I came back home while eating food, which was usually Nasi Lemak which came from the mamak store that was OMG SO GOOOOD!

One thing about this Hi-5 though. They don't have Kathleen :( She's my fave Hi-5 character! They replaced her with this other called Sun. She's not bad as well, but I miss Kathleen. She was so damn cute! Sooo, being the noob that I am, I actually went up to research on why Kathleen left. That was when I found out that Kathleen's now a proud mother (!!!!) and whaaaat. Charlie left the group, and so did Tim because he was in an accident. So the only original members left are... Nathan and Kelly (speaking of which, didn't these two have a relationship once?) SO BECAUSE I'M A LOSER, I WANNA POST PICTURES :D

But so pitiful kay. I mean looking at them, they've been together for so long and then they all suddenly break up just like that. So as a tribute to the ORIGINAL team, crew and line-up of Hi-5, tada, pictures below. And also some others.


This is the one that has replaced Kathleen, Sun. She's not bad herself, but I still mish Kath!

And this is Stevie, the new guy that's replaced Tim. He looks like some dude out of a new rock Indie band xD Too bad that he can't be a singer, because it's so hard to imagine him other than... a Hi-5 member.


Yes call me stupid and childish, but I do hope that they're all still pretty much in contact with each other. It'd be a pity to see a bond garnered throughout 10 years gone just like that.

HAHAHA I AM SUCH A LOSER.

Okay, no wonder when I tell people I am studying Japanese, they laugh.
It's so hard to take Malay people who think they know Japanese seriously.
Although it's not always the Malay people, you have to admit... Malay + studying Japanese = total HAHA for you.

Look everywhere.
They're misusing the word "aishiteru". They twitify English, and they do the same to Japanese. What the fck man! Aiishiiteruueeemfdsvnbjkbdj! Japanese's not my language, but I definitely have a great deal of respect for it. Their names or whatever would be like ”愛してる！” and when asked how to read, they say it's "aishiteru", which is right. And they say it means "I love you". Which is also right. But I can bet you they know fck about reading it.

Do you think they know that 愛 = ai し = shi て = te る = ru?
I'm telling you, it sucks man. Or they go to some person's profile and send a comment saying "buaiibuaii muackzs aiishiiteruu!" FUCKSIALZ MUNTAH LASER.

And what's with the whole シ and ツ thing behind their names.
For example: xiaobeiibieex シ
Yes, it does look like a smiley face, but that is so not... a smiley face.
It's katakana for "shi" and "tsu" respectively. I probably shouldn't make a big deal out of this, but I am because I'm annoyed, AND ALSO BECAUSE IT'S A LANGUAGE I ADMIRE.

And thanks to all these people, someone as innocent as me, sincere in wanting to learn the language, who has at least some knowledge on how to read the language, gets dragged into the WAPANESE category. Fuck man, fuck.

People who come ot my blog probably think I'm Wapanese too. I mean, the blog title, the front and all. It's in Jap, you're probably like "EEE SO CHEENA." I gotta admit it does look kinda cheena, but whatever.

Just know that I'm studying Japanese.
I'm not a wapanese.
I don't think I'm kawaii,
AND I KNOW MORE JAPANESE THAN THOSE SHITHEADS.

I don't know much, AT LEAST MORE.

And another thing that I'm annoyed about is the fact that people don't like others calling them what they call themselves. You probably didn't understand that, because I didn't either. But it basically means... like... someone names themselves "Mr Bastard", so I go up to that person and say "HI BASTARD!" I can bet you the person is gonna beat my upside the head. Or someone calls themselves... "Ms Ugly Monsterr." and I call them hideous, I'm gonna earn myself some new Minah enemies, buddy!

Pssht.

We had fire in our eyes in the beginning.
I never felt so alive in the beginning.
We had time on our side in the beginning.
We had nothing to hide in the beginning.

I don't want to hear it anymore.

I SWEAR I NEVER MEANT TO LET IT DIE.
I JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE.

IT'S NOT FAIR WHEN YOU SAID THAT I DIDN'T TRY.
I JUST DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU ANYMORE.

SO FUCK OFF.

Atiqah. } says:
"listen [censored], i know you're not that intellectually inclined, so i'm gonna be nice and slow to you okay?"
Atiqah. } says:
"iiiiiiii doooooont liiiiiike youuuuuuuuuuu * makes hand gestures at the same time to ensure that he understands"
sfqomhz says:
IF HE DISTURBS ME
sfqomhz says:
im gonna keep quiet ((:>
sfqomhz says:
AND WHEN HE FORCES TO ME TO SAY SOMETHING
sfqomhz says:
im gonna look him in the eye, and say loudly so the everyone hears me
sfqomhz says:
FUCK. OFF.

WE THE FUCKING BEST.

You Are 80% Sexy

Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing.

WON YA JAINI.

SUFFERING. SO. BADLY.
But yea, never mind. I got Raaiqa the day off. SHE HAS TO BE FOREVER GRATEFUL.
So I wasted like half my day sleeping. Not that I mind, but it feels like I wasted my day.
Noooooooo :( Come to think of it though, it was nice resting <3

I ISCH SHAVING UP FER MAGAZHEEEEN. (shaving up, ew ew ew)
No matter what you say, THE MONEY STAYS, the magazine comeeeeessss.

Atiqah. } says:
i went to see the doctor just now
Atiqah. } says:
and he thought i was pregnant
Atiqah. } says:
-.-

DOCTORS NEVER LIE.
WIFEY IS PREGGERS.

Okay, I just noticed how this blog looks so CHEENA, despite the fact that it's supposed to be in JAPANESE. I think it's because of all the kanji. But just so people know, I am not turning into a wapanese. I am, currently, in fact learning the damn Japanese language, and everything I put here, I understand, okay? I'm not those "OH LOOKIE I IZ SO KAWAII" type of girls. I'm serious in wanting to learn the language.

For those who want to know, my newest blog title,
不眠症の眠り姫, means
Sleeping Beauty of Insomnia

Not trying to say that I'm a beauty (I'm far from that in fact, I think you should notice), but because the insomnia part reminds me of me. I don't sleep at night because when I'm bored, I suffer from insomnia. Not really, I enjoy every moment of it. And I sleep during the day, so yea, sleeping... beauty, whatever.

However, I'm not too sure whether it's...
眠り＋姫 OR 眠り姫
One is two separate words, making it Sleeping Princess, the other meaning Sleeping Beauty, as in, the fairytale. I could be wrong, I don't know, TAL, HALP ME?

I'm lying, but I shall not let anyone know.
No. No. I shall not be in this, I shall not do it.
I will grab this out from my throat, from my soul if I can, and keep it in a bottle and bury it somewhere. It's not true, I'm sure it's not. My mind is deceiving me. My heart is playing tricks on me. Hahahaha, hahahaha... hahaha... ha... DAMMIT.

But you know, THIS is true.
No matter how many times I try, it's just always there.
I can't. I thought you said I could? You lied.
Liar, liar, liar, liar.
Blame the fact that you're too special to me, you stupid MAN.
You're not even a boy anymore. Go marry someone quick so I can forget you :)

Ooooooh, and one more thing.

I still am committing my life to Miyavi, shitheads.
DON'T LAUGH ASSHOLES, you don't know anything.

TODAY WAS FUN GILER BABI
♥ nini nyrah!

Redemption

Your figure silently climbs back to the heavens.
Fixed upon it, I watched it until my tears became dry.
Sadness overtaking me, leaving an everlasting mark.
I swore that I would never forget.

I'll spread my broken wings and eliminate everything,
Until the world comes to it's final day.

My hands shaking, tracing over my red tears.
Fleeting memories falling into the darkness.
The last time fades as quickly as it appears.
Hints of their warmth left behind.

If it is words of compassion, they can't save me.
The only sacrifice I can make in this never-endin battle is myself.

Someday we shall all return to the heavens.
Farewells are unnecessary.

Define Miyavi.
A true musician.

Yes, and this goes out to many people out there, do not tell me Miyavi is no good. You have no idea, you have not done any research. Do not judge him by his looks and call him gay, because he is not. Do not think his music is senseless when you have not heard shit. He is a true musician, a talented performer and a passionate entertainer.

You can't say he sucks, because he's been around in the music industry for 9 years and have done and achieved a lot. He has a lot of talent that can bring him very far, or in the least, get him written down in history for the future generations to know. If he really did suck, his career would have just ended after Due Le Quartz, but no, he went ahead to pursue his dreams, and unlike many artists that die out after a certain period of time, Miyavi stays.

He's very expressive, thus his crazy looks. But that in no way makes him a gay man. He has ventured many styles, genres and different types of music, instruments. You name it. He is an all-rounder who DESERVES YOUR RESPECT, because he is more talented than you'll ever be in the long run. His music all have a certain special message behind it, and once it captures your heart, it's there forever, like what has happened to me. YA RIGHT, LAUGH -.-

He can be called a one-man band if you want, because he's known for doing one-man shows, where all instruments are played by him. His live performances are great beyond words, and his ability to ROCK THE FUCKING GUITAR proves that he's talented. Heck, even my dad says so, and my dad's an artiste, and he knows a talented person when he sees one.

Ah, shit man, I don't know what else to say.
No one will listen anyway.
NO ONE, so just go and continue talking shit about the man who changed my fucking life and make me cry. "He doesn't know, why are you such a fanatic anyway..." Yeah right, everyone says that. You people don't understand. You people never will. He doesn't know me, he doesn't know he changed my life, he doesn't know this, he doesn't know that. Which is why the least I can do for him is keep his good name and keep you all from insulting him.

AAAARRRGGGGHHHH.

GOD, YOUR ENGLISH SUCKS AND IT'S SO CUTE (!?!?!?!?!??!!)
I'm weird, now slap me.

Okay seriously, people can never know how much Miyavi means to me :(
I can't even explain, and I know you people are laughing at that fact too.
Aaaaaaah. Why can't they understand.

KHAIRUL CAME ONLINE = AQILAH FARTED
hehehehehehehehehhejhfjdsvbbjdfbvvdfsvlfdkv

Thanks to teh great Aiman, I found SCANS to the Arena37c Special with Miyavi and 2 other guys at the front. I FOUND EEEET. And to think he found it to support his claims of Miyavi being pretty and not handsome, but I won anyway, so VICTORY IS MINE.

I iz so glad.
I wantz B-pass.

Scorpio; and with the people I know, this is what I find true.
And also some which I wonder whether is true, thus ends with a (?)

Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. (?)

In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous.

They sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.

Their tenacity and willpower are immense, their depth of character and passionate conviction overwhelming, yet they are deeply sensitive and easily moved by their emotions.

They are too demanding, too unforgiving of faults in others, perhaps because they are not aware of the shortcomings within themselves, and extravagantly express their self-disgust in unreasonable resentment against their fellows. (?)

Part of the negative side of the Scorpio nature is a tendency to discard friends once they cease to be useful, but the decent native is aware of, and fights this tendency. (!!?!?!?!)

They are fortunate in that their strong reasoning powers are tempered with imagination and intuition, and these gifts, together with critical perception and analytical capacity, can enable the Scorpions to penetrate to profundities beyond the average.

Scorpio is the symbol of sex and Scorpios are passionate lovers, the most sensually energetic of all the signs. (!?!?)

Their overriding urge in loving is to use their power to penetrate beyond themselves and to lose themselves sexually in their partners in an almost mystical ecstasy, thus discovering the meaning of that union which is greater than individuality, and is a marriage of the spirit as well as of flesh. (!?!?!?!?!?>MCJKSBCHJDV)

踏みにじられたって むしりとられったって 咲き誇ってりゃいい
If you're trampled on, If you're pulled out, You should bloom proudly,
信じ続ければいい 雨降んなくっても 日が当たんなくっても
You should keep on believing. Even it it doesn't rain, Even if the sun doesn't shine on you,
涼しい顔して 知らん顔してさ 道に迷ったって誰かに聞けばいい
Act cool, Act like you don't care. If you're lost, you should ask someone.
夢見失ったってまた目を閉じればいい
If you've lost sight of your dreams,You should close your eyes again.
そしていつかまた咲いてやるのさ 大きく手を広げて
And someday, again it'll open up for you. Spread your arms wide.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I just find it so funny how Miyavi's cap is so low in 2 Be Wiz U.
HE HAS HIS NOSE IN THE AIR TO LOOK AT PEOPLE XD

僕は何して上げれたのだろう？何してあげれんかったのだろう？
But whatever. I don't owe you my life. You don't OWN my life.
And omgomgomg Neo Visualizm is too beautiful.

I do not really believe in horoscopes, but I have to admit that sometimes, they do say a lot and are quite true. Virgoans, so far as I know, are myself, Miyavi and Bill.
Speaking of Miyavi and Bill, it brings to mind this:

Both sexes have considerable charm and dignity, which make some male Virgoans appear effeminate when they are not.

See. THEY ARE NOT. Hmph, take that.

Virgo is the only zodiacal sign represented by a female. It is sometimes thought of as a potentially creative girl, delicately lovely; sometimes as a somewhat older woman, intelligent but rather pedantic and spinsterish. The latter impression is sometimes confirmed by the Virgoan preciseness, refinement, fastidious love of cleanliness, hygiene and good order, conventionality and aristocratic attitude of reserve. They are usually observant, shrewd, critically inclined, judicious, patient, practical supporters of the status quo, and tend toward conservatism in all departments of life. On the surface they are emotionally cold, and sometimes this goes deeper, for their habit of suppressing their natural kindness may in the end cause it to atrophy, with the result that they shrink from committing themselves to friendship, make few relationships, and those they do make they are careful to keep superficial.

But the outward lack of feeling may, in some individuals born under this sign, conceal too much emotion, to which they are afraid of giving way because they do not trust others, nor do they have confidence in themselves and their judgments. This is because they are conscious of certain shortcomings in themselves of worldliness, of practicality, of sophistication and of outgoingness. So they bring the art of self concealment to a high pitch, hiding their apprehensiveness about themselves and their often considerable sympathy with other people under a mantle of matter-of-factness and undemonstrative, quiet reserve. They are still waters that run deep. Yet in their unassuming, outwardly cheerful and agreeable fashion, they can be sensible, discreet, well spoken, wise and witty, with a good understanding of other people's problems which they can tackle with a practicality not always evident in their own personal relationships.

Both sexes have considerable charm and dignity, which make some male Virgoans appear effeminate when they are not. In marriage they can be genuinely affectionate, making good spouses and parents, but their love making is a perfection of technique rather than the expression of desire, and they must be careful not to mate with a partner whose sex drive requires a passion they cannot match.

They are intellectually enquiring, methodical and logical, studious and teachable. They combine mental ingenuity with the ability to produce a clear analysis of the most complicated problems. They have an excellent eye for detail but they may be so meticulous that they neglect larger issues. Also, although they are realists, they may slow down projects by being too exact.
They are practical with their hands, good technicians and have genuine inventive talents, Thoroughness, hard work and conscientiousness are their hallmarks, and they are such perfectionists that, if things go wrong, they are easily discouraged. Because of their ability to see every angle of a many-sided question, they are unhappy with abstract theorizing. Appreciating the many different points of view as they do, they find philosophical concepts difficult, and they vacillate and have no confidence in any conclusions at which they arrive.

With these qualities, they are better as subordinates than leaders. Responsibility irks them and they often lack the breadth of strategic vision that a leader needs Virgoans are essentially tacticians, admirable in the attainment of limited objectives. Their self distrust is something they project on to other people and tends to make them exacting employers, though in the demands they make on those under them they temper this attitude with justice. They have potential abilities in the arts, sciences and languages. Language especially they use correctly, clearly, consciously and formally, as grammarians and etymologists rather than for literary interests, yet they are likely to have a good memory for apt quotations. Although they are well suited for careers in machine drawing, surveying and similar occupations, they are better fitted for a job in a library or office than a workshop.

Their minds are such that they need the stimulus of practical problems to be solved rather than the mere routine or working to set specifications that need no thought. They are careful with money and their interest in statistics makes them excellent bookkeepers and accountants. They also make good editors, physicists and analytical chemists. They may also find success as welfare workers, ministering to those less fortunate than themselves. They can be doctors, nurses, psychologists, teachers, confidential secretaries, technologists, inspectors, musicians, critics, public speakers and writers especially of reference works such as dictionaries and encyclopedias. Both sexes have a deep interest in history, a feature recognized by astrological authorities for at least two hundred years. If they go in for a business career their shrewdness and analytical ingenuity could tempt them into dishonesty, though they usually have enough moral sense to resist temptation. Female Virgoans may find a career in fashion, for they have a flair for dress, in which they can be trend setters. In any profession they choose the natives of this sign readily assimilate new ideas, but always with caution, conserving what they consider worth keeping from the past. They love country life but are unlikely to make good farmers, unless they can contrive to carry out their work without outraging their sense of hygiene and cleanliness.

Their faults, as is usual with all zodiacal types, are the extremes of their virtues. Fastidious reticence and modesty become old-maidishness and persnicketiness; balanced criticism becomes carping and nagging; and concern for detail becomes overspecialization. Virgoans are liable to indecision in wider issues and this can become chronic, turning molehills of minor difficulties into Himalayas of crisis. Their prudence can become guile and their carefulness, turned in on themselves, can produce worriers and hypochondriacs.

Problem: Finding yourself frequently alone and unable to keep friends for more than a few weeks.
Solution: Try not to be argumentative over much and the constant criticism that Virgos give to their companions are not endearing qualities to have. Try to live and let live, they will love you for it.

Problem: Dissatisfied with the way your life is turning out; no excitement or change to speak of.
Solution: You may be restricting yourself by reducing your life to a set of theories and pigeon-holes. Try to express the positive by first asking yourself, Who or what are you serving; are you devoted or are you enslaved. Answer those questions and then start a new path that includes your true worth.

Problem: You may feel that your life and your climb to success is a steep hill that you may never be able to scale.
Solution: Try expressing the positive traits of your finely tuned analytical reasoning, employing the light touch with employees and coworkers, while expressing genuine concern for all; You will find those mountains turning into hills that you run right over.

Super mad skillz yo! Watchhhh, my guitar hero ♥

I demand you people to WATCH this video! Not because it's Miyavi and he's damn sexy in it okay, but because the translations to this video is... wonderful. I love what this song says. I loved the song before, now I love it even more, because the message is so INSPIRATIONAL. Miyavi's my damn lifesaver.



Not my favourite vid, but the song definitely is one of my faves.

YOU HARDLY EVEN KNEW ME.

[ r a z e r ] 止 水 says:
people like you probably dont exist in malaysia at a young age
sfqomhz says:
what you mean
[ r a z e r ] 止 水 says:
you are a fiercely independent person and you take trust to another level most kids dont understand

THE 3 PREREQUISITES OF MINAHISM

1) Minahs will feel naked without make up. They can be totally stark nude and feel comfortable with it .. but without make up theyre like .. clothes less
2) Minahs will never be caught dead wearing less than "fashionable" stuffs. Part of their wardrobe MUST include something white, black or something from Mango
3) Minahs will never move in society alone, they always travel in packs and every pack will have an alpha minah who is supposedly the most popular or the hottest of the lot. They will never acknowledge anyone else that looks better than them and most importantly will take absolute offence if someone calls them Minah.

"Fuck all that dwelling on the past shit.
I will walk with my bare feet even on thorny roads."

－雅

AWESOME SHIRT!
Never thought someone would trace Miyavi's face to make a shirt of his own, AND SELL IT.
I'm kinda glad, and pissed at the same time, because come awwwwn, give the man some credit.

Anywayssss.

I deserve my freedom.
You used to deserve my attention, but now you're begging for more.
You're unworthy of it, and I don't have all the time in the world to entertain you.
I have a life. You may not have it, but I do and please stop disturbing me.
What I am doing may not be of any good use, but it's MUCH better than senseless babbling through SMS.
Let me save the damn credit, okay. Anything, talk to me in school, or just freaking call me.
I have other things to do than to talk shit with you.

I am purposely writing this because I want my brother to wait longer in order to use the laptop. LOOK, he defied me and just said "cepat". So now, I shall go on and blabber shit just to irritate him. It's now 1 am in the morning and I can't sleep because I can say I slept for almost the whole day today. Iskandar is now singing "LALALALA" with a voice of a raving rabbit xD

HE'S CRAZY OVER THE "PROJECTOR" AND IS NOW COVERING HIS HEAD WITH MY BLANKET AND HE LOOKS SO.. SCARY. He's so vjkbjdkf no wonder I am crazy. YAY I LUFFLES MY FAMILY.

Okay, back to senseless babbling. Omg tomorrow I has to go to school so unfortunate la i wanna stay at home and sleep all day because its what i do best other than drawing and making people frustrated furthermore theres nothing i do in school and i hate school i mean if it was school in singapore then i dont mind going everyday even though ms ng will kick my ass each time for not doing homework but at least i get to meet my bebehs over there i dont even see my bebehs here which is a very sad fact and everyone knows how much i love my bebehs and then theres also the teachers there that are damn nice like din and li eng although sometimes she can be such an NLB HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHJCBSHBVHJBSHJBVJHBSVHJBSHJV but shes a really nice teacher and i love her to bits.

Yay, fullstop :D But I shall not stop because Iskandar has to wait longer.
SEE, HE JUST SAID "EH".
D:< He's gonna piss on my grandmother's bed if I don't let him use the computer.
I CAN HEAR HIM CRYING OH NUUUUU.

Lies, okay never mind, bai.
I iz a follower of Bobo.
BOBO THE MONKEY!

WHAT THE HELL THE POSTER'S NO MO T^T
NUUUU, MY.... ONE... AND... ONLYYYYY....
That's it. Must... get... magazine...

I honestly cannot care anymore...
I'm sorry. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Anyyyyyways, I didn't go to school today to get some rest. I'm tired as fuck and I don't know why. And yea, here I am in front of the computer. There's nothing else to do. Maybe I'll go watch an MCR DVD and then go to sleep or something. Aaaah.

All this Miyavi-lovin' has taken a toll on me.
I'm such a loser.

ただ僕はずっと愛してた
Miyavi, ♥

I was born in Japan, but actually I'm half Korean. I'm playing music as a Japanese artist. My music is listened to by everybody. I'll never stop being a musician as long as you're there. And I sing all over the world. I'm learning a lot, including English. I want everybody to know about the Japanese culture, and that is why I play music. But that's a selfish reason. Aside from that, it makes me happy when everybody gets my music. It's cool if my music is used as a chance to learn about Japan. Also I want to give my fans a chance to get to know each other through my shows. I'll just do what I can do. So I will brush up on my style. No matter how far away you are, I can pass along my music at the speed of light. So please, support me.

Forever ♥

Qitot to Shafiqah: *clap clap whistle throws confetti and streamers in the jamban*

YAY HAHAHAHAHA

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE GREAT TEACHER DIN. ♥

He's my teacher, MY TEACHER FOR LIFE. Yay, I luffles him.
FOR MORE INFO, PLEASE VISIT screw your shits @ vox
Someone has turned a year oldeeeer *wiggles eyebrows*

HELL YEAAAAAAA.

And Miyavi made me cry yet again.
Bad bad bad boy ):

I am so so so so so so darn happy right now!!!!
GUESS WHAT I GOT MANZ. GUESS WHAT.
I can't belive they had this. IT WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT I SAW.



HELL YEA I LOVE IT MAN.

They also had another DVD there, I think it was Miyavi's 25th Anniversary one.

OKAY NEVER MIND GOING TO WATCH IT :D

There iz peepulz stalking mai blog.

HAHAHAHA. Okay anyways, now at Amimah's house, and there's actually noooo internet connection, but I'm using someone else's connection. Ah, who cares. The person was dumb enough to not make it secured. Connection sucks though, but better than nothing.

Today was kinda fun. I went back to Anderson! <333 I met my bebehs and OH GOD I MISS THEM SO MUCH. The indoor sports hall is ready, but not opened yet. It looks AMAZING. Din gave me a cicak and Rm10. AWWWW, babat so sweet HAHA. It was a super belated birthday present. I shall pose and take pictures with the cicak because Din says I can do so.

I wanna go out tomorrow with them too, but it's like... raya, and plans are haywire. I don't even know whether I am going out with them. All I know for sure, I have stuff to buy. Yes, I DOOOOO. There's... webcam, album, magazine, DVD and God knows who else. Not good to splurge, but I have friggin money in front of my eyes, and I'm not one to sit and keep.

Kay, gots to go.
Because I don't know what else to say.
Bai~

"I've always hated myself for not being able to do anything,
but now, I never hesitate to say, don't lose to life.
Be strong, and..
GA N BA RE."

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! <3

And yes, I forgot to say this yesterday.
Baby took out his piercings! Still looks sexy as ever though.
Okay done. Gawd, I'm slow and stupid and it's all thanks to that sexaaaaaye poster.

Bored, no one came yet. If I was in Singapore, many people would be here by now.
Daaarn. Never mind, at least I'm going back tomorrow.
I wanna meet my bebehs! ♥