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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Friday, September 26, 2008

I touched her "ooh", she touched "aah". It was the craziest thing.

I fall in love for a night.

I'm just a slave.

Don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.

Darling, what is going on?

Honestly that never happened.

Lying is your favourite passion.

Leave me. Go where you belong.

Dying is your latest fashion.

The frustration, it's a regular thing.

I hate the ones who love to hate because their just like me.

Once you have me, you'll always come back.

She can't behave.

Higher heels and lipstick napkins.

You just love to hate me.

Don't act surprised that I just love to hate you.

Does everything I say make you upset? I'm not here to bring you down, but lift you up.

You always seem to catch me when I'm lying about the stupidest of things.

Stand there while I stab you in the back.

Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep and think how you hate me so bad.

I could write a thousand songs to impress you, but I wouldn't want to do that.

I could make you feel like queen of the world but I won't because you're full of imperfections.

I make a bet against the best saying I'm a genuine hypocrite.

You've got my head spinning, heart beating out of my chest.

I'm smoother than words, and you're smoother than curves.

I speak so eloquently that you can't have a chance to deny me.

She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me.

I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic.

She's a backseat driver, a drama provider, an instant update of the world.

She's a first class liar, a constant forgetter.

She's attractive, but bitter.

Did you scream enough to make her cry?

Don't return to me if you think that I'm not worth your time.

Ladies shouldn't be messed with.

How can we fight when I'm too busy loving you?

I'm worn out of fighting and every night you leave crying.

So here I am and I'm dying.

When was the last time you talked to me? Seriously, I feel like I don't even know you.

I would rather me leave than stay here and watch you make a fool out of me.

You know that I'd be lying if I said I wasn't getting quite bored with you yet.

Your constant nagging, your constant begging is unneccessary stress for me.

I'm just a fool for you and I think I'm going crazy.

I can't control myself or contain my thoughts.

Was this ever a good thing for me?

You're just a phone call away.

Everyday you seem further away.

I'm doing my best to put my pride aside.

I know I said some things that hurt.

Soon you'll see that everything will work out for me.

What's more important? Saving youself or letting me in?

I'm sleeping so little but I'm living a good life.

I need somebody to rely on and you weren't that for me and you'll never be that for me.

I candycoat and cover everything but I'm still hiding underneath.

Your clever words mean nothing more to me but a line I heard in a movie.

9:03 PM