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I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
shafiqah othman.
soundtracks to my soul ♥
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MIYAVI, my hero.He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.
GERARD WAY, the first.
He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.
BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.
WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.
He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?
JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
OKAY FUCKING NOSEBLEED MAN.
SERIOUSLY, I NEED SUCH SEXINESS PASTED UP ON MY WALL.
*pisses in pants due to excitement*
8:55 PM
I HAVE FALLEN IN LOVE ONCE AGAIN.
Not that I ever fell out of love, but I have... fallen deeper, for the great great Miyavi.
The picture.. is so.. ♥ !
His hair... I wanna pull it! It's so... he looks so goddamn handsome and beautiful in that picture, although his eyes have been covered, but who cares! The suit! THE SUIT! AAAAH <333
Anywaaaays, yes I has changed the banner on my blog. I reminisced, and Tokio Hotel brings back a lot of memories for me. So nostalgic. I still love the band very very much, tyvm. And YES, BILL IS A GUY, so stfu. Please do not think that by changing my banner, I have changed favourite artistes yet again. Miyavi, is forever, so is Tokio Hotel. Besides, if not for TH, I would never have discovered Miyavi in the first place.
Miyavi, and Bill, beautiful, BEAUTIFUL.
I luffles them to pieces.
Ok shit, seriously, MIYAVI'S NEW PICTURE IS MAKING ME FEEL SO JVBDJVBDHFJ.
And before I forget,
SELAMAT HARI RAYA,
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA!
MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN KEPADA SEMUA!
I'm sorry if I ever did anything to hurt anyone I know, I really didn't mean it.
Have a very happy Eid (:
8:01 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
I like Katy Perry and all, but not anymore.
What a bitch. Just because you lost to TH at VMAs doesn't mean you have to dedicate the song "Ur So Gay" to them at your live. ARGH.
10:09 PM
I touched her "ooh", she touched "aah". It was the craziest thing.
I fall in love for a night.
I'm just a slave.
Don't worry I'll be gone when the morning comes.
Darling, what is going on?
Honestly that never happened.
Lying is your favourite passion.
Leave me. Go where you belong.
Dying is your latest fashion.
The frustration, it's a regular thing.
I hate the ones who love to hate because their just like me.
Once you have me, you'll always come back.
She can't behave.
Higher heels and lipstick napkins.
You just love to hate me.
Don't act surprised that I just love to hate you.
Does everything I say make you upset? I'm not here to bring you down, but lift you up.
You always seem to catch me when I'm lying about the stupidest of things.
Stand there while I stab you in the back.
Go ahead and cry yourself to sleep and think how you hate me so bad.
I could write a thousand songs to impress you, but I wouldn't want to do that.
I could make you feel like queen of the world but I won't because you're full of imperfections.
I make a bet against the best saying I'm a genuine hypocrite.
You've got my head spinning, heart beating out of my chest.
I'm smoother than words, and you're smoother than curves.
I speak so eloquently that you can't have a chance to deny me.
She enjoys pointing out every bad thing about me.
I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic.
She's a backseat driver, a drama provider, an instant update of the world.
She's a first class liar, a constant forgetter.
She's attractive, but bitter.
Did you scream enough to make her cry?
Don't return to me if you think that I'm not worth your time.
Ladies shouldn't be messed with.
How can we fight when I'm too busy loving you?
I'm worn out of fighting and every night you leave crying.
So here I am and I'm dying.
When was the last time you talked to me? Seriously, I feel like I don't even know you.
I would rather me leave than stay here and watch you make a fool out of me.
You know that I'd be lying if I said I wasn't getting quite bored with you yet.
Your constant nagging, your constant begging is unneccessary stress for me.
I'm just a fool for you and I think I'm going crazy.
I can't control myself or contain my thoughts.
Was this ever a good thing for me?
You're just a phone call away.
Everyday you seem further away.
I'm doing my best to put my pride aside.
I know I said some things that hurt.
Soon you'll see that everything will work out for me.
What's more important? Saving youself or letting me in?
I'm sleeping so little but I'm living a good life.
I need somebody to rely on and you weren't that for me and you'll never be that for me.
I candycoat and cover everything but I'm still hiding underneath.
Your clever words mean nothing more to me but a line I heard in a movie.
9:03 PM
Was scared to death just now. From 5.30 till around 6.30, Raaiqa was MISSING. I was scared shitless. I know that I complain a lot about her, but I admit, I really was worried just now. But Alhamdullilah, she's alright. Thank God. A nice lady found her lost, and brought her back to school. Baba was crying hard. Everyone already had wild imaginations.
But yea... she's safe. I'm glad. I'm so relieved.
8:09 PM
It was just awesome in school today, cause the teachers were like coming into the class, all "Ah, so lazy to teach." So we didn't study at all today. *thumbs up many many* School was awesome, but I come home and I'm bored like hellz. I wanna go out with people, but the only people I know that can go out 24/7 are guys, and obviously my parents don't allow me to go out with all guys. Unless a girl is there of course, then alright. But OH MY GOD, SO BORING. *headdesks*
Okay, totally random, but I am in love with Taylor's songs. Taylor Swift, yea. It's so awesome. They all sound really nice, and not to forget that she's really gorgeous too. I don't know for how long I haven't been into English songs. I'm finally back on track, and balanced too. I listen to both Jap and English, and I am so proud of myself. Sooner or later, I need to smartly fit in German in there too.
"Go tell your friends that I'm obsessive and crazy. It's fine, I'll tell mine you're gay."
"You're a redneck heartbreak who's really bad at lying."
"You're a redneck heartbreak who's really bad at lying."
3:32 PM
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts,
I'm standing there.
On a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say "Hello."
Little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles.
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet!"
I was crying on the staircase begging you, "Please don't go."
And I said "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet cause we'd be dead if they knew.
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while.
You were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter.
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet!"
But you were everything to me, I was begging you, "Please don't go."
And I said, "Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
"Romeo, save me. They're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real."
"Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
But I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading.
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said:
"Romeo, save me. I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think."
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said:
"Marry me Juliet, you never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
We were both young when I first saw you.
I close my eyes and the flashback starts,
I'm standing there.
On a balcony in summer air.
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd and say "Hello."
Little did I know...
That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles.
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet!"
I was crying on the staircase begging you, "Please don't go."
And I said "Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
So I sneak out to the garden to see you.
We keep quiet cause we'd be dead if they knew.
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while.
You were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter.
And my daddy said "Stay away from Juliet!"
But you were everything to me, I was begging you, "Please don't go."
And I said, "Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone.
I'll be waiting, all that's left to do is run.
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
"Romeo, save me. They're trying to tell me how to feel.
This love is difficult, but it's real."
"Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
But I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading.
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said:
"Romeo, save me. I've been feeling so alone.
I keep waiting for you but you never come.
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think."
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring and said:
"Marry me Juliet, you never have to be alone.
I love you and that's all I really know.
I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress.
It's a love story, baby just say yes."
We were both young when I first saw you.
3:15 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
Please no one contact me during raya YET.
For now at least, cause... apparently, my new school has this dumb rule that handphones are not allowed at all. Heck, someone brought headphones and even that was confiscated. WTF? Okay, so no contacting me. But Abah's gonna try and get it tomorrow, and I hope he succeeds. They said we can only get our stuff back AFTER raya? Fuck, goddamn, how the hell am I supposed to live?
Back when I was in Singapore, we never had these kind of problems. Oh man, I mean look, Bebeh brought her laptop, I brought my MP4, people even brought like hamsters to school and nothing got confiscated, unless you used it during lesson time of course. Over here it's not allowed AT ALL. I don't understand how if you can have such haywire hair and multiple piercings in your ear and stuff, when you can't bring electronic items to school. We weren't allowed shabby looks in AndSS, but at least the whole "being-able-to-bring-electronic-items" to school made up for it. Here... It's just ridiculous.
So, moral of the story is:
Singapore rules, and don't contact me during raya.
I have another number, but the credit's empty. So forget it.
8:46 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
*applause*
ANOTHER DRAMA STORY!
8:34 PM
I miss Bill.
Yeaaaa, I know this is very random, but hey, I miss him.
I know I've never met him before or anything, but there's something about... looking at his pictures that makes me.. miss him A LOT. Almost as though I know that guy personally, although in fact, I don't. Oh, and before I forget, I somehow feel stronger to the Bill back in the Schrei days. I don't know why, I just feel that way.
I just want you people to know that YES, I am pretty much obsessed and in love with Miyavi right now,
But I still love Tokio Hotel.
Very much, okaaaay.
5:33 PM
Love Story by Taylor Swift.
The song is so wonderful <3
Thanks to mah beloved wifey for introducing it to me <3
Oh my God, so awesome, the music video was released a day after thaaaat. ♥
and only i know what's THAT.
5:16 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
Miyavi is such a fucking tease. I mean... WHAT THE HELL, MIYAVI! xD
yeh, its kinda my First Fuckin FABULOUS nude photo
And turns out, the little brat was lying. My dream was shaaaattered.
But oh well, the picture was oh so handsome, in my personal opinion.
Take the phone out of the way and everything's better.
I SHALL SAY THIS AGAIN,
MIYAVI IS OUT TO KILL US ALL.
*and I do notice I haven't spoken about Miyavi in ages, i need a major slap to the face*
10:55 PM
Okay, officially the longest song title I have EVER SEEN.
And all thanks to mah beloved wifey of course <3
The Sad But True Story Of Ray Mingus, The Lumberjack Of Bulk Rock City, And His Never Slacking Stribe In Exploiting The So Far Undiscovered Areas Of The Intention To Bodily Intercourse From The Opposite Species Of His Kind, During Intake Of All The Mental Condition That Could Be Derived From Fermentation.
Seriously what the heeeeeell xD
10:07 PM
Seriously getting annoying, you manbitch.
Okay, anywaaaaays, I have fallen in love with You Be The Anchor That Keeps My Feet On The Ground, I Be The Wings That Keeps Your Heart In The Clouds. Isn't that a long title? But I love the song so much I memorized. ♥ The song's like so slow, and touching, and something about the lyrics makes me feel so sad, and reminisce A LOT about everything back in Singapore. I don't know, I don't knooooow! I just love the song.
You Be The Anchor - Mayday Parade
Honestly I have been begging for answers.
That you and only you can give to me.
My voice crying loud.
I've been crying for days now.
And as I start to run I stop to breathe.
(I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(By what you left in paragraphs)
By what you left in paragraphs.
(The words were nearly over as)
The words were nearly over as
You stopped and turned and grabbed your bags.
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
As hours move to minutes.
And minutes take longer to break.
I will be desperately waiting while my tongue will fall apart.
And we have been sitting here for hours alone and in the dark.
So let me think of how to word it.
Is it too soon to say perfect?
If I could find another 30 minutes somewhere, I'm sure everything would find me.
All that's left is just to sing;
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but..."
And you sing to me sweet until then
I may never sail Virginia again.
And as these currents move slow for me, this much you must know, we'll meet again.
And El, I'll have you know I'm scared to death.
Tell me once again.
That you will love me till the death and should I die you swear you will come for me.
As I fade away,
You reach out your arms.
(Please don't let me go.)
Please don't let me go.
(Please don't let me go.)
Please don't let me go.
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
Honestly I have been begging for answers.
That you and only you can give to me.
My voice crying loud.
I've been crying for days now.
And as I start to run I stop to breathe.
(I was nearly scared to death)
And I was nearly scared to death
(By what you left in paragraphs)
By what you left in paragraphs.
(The words were nearly over as)
The words were nearly over as
You stopped and turned and grabbed your bags.
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
As hours move to minutes.
And minutes take longer to break.
I will be desperately waiting while my tongue will fall apart.
And we have been sitting here for hours alone and in the dark.
So let me think of how to word it.
Is it too soon to say perfect?
If I could find another 30 minutes somewhere, I'm sure everything would find me.
All that's left is just to sing;
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but..."
And you sing to me sweet until then
I may never sail Virginia again.
And as these currents move slow for me, this much you must know, we'll meet again.
And El, I'll have you know I'm scared to death.
Tell me once again.
That you will love me till the death and should I die you swear you will come for me.
As I fade away,
You reach out your arms.
(Please don't let me go.)
Please don't let me go.
(Please don't let me go.)
Please don't let me go.
I'll be here by the ocean just waiting for proof that there's sunsets in silhoutte dreams.
While my sandcastles fall like the ashes of cigarettes and every wave drags me to sea.
I could stand here for hours just to ask God the question,
"Is everyone here make believe?"
With a tear in his voice he says,
"Son that's the question. Does this deafening silence mean nothing to no one but me?"
9:34 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
Mayday Parade Sep 22, 2008 2:27 AM BLUH!!! :P
Kay, what? xD
10:26 PM
sfqomhz says:
ive fallen in love with You Be The Anchor <33
[ - aqilah! (: `-&we were swinging for Mars; . says:
Awww. i want to be kapal steam <3
sfqomhz says:
HAHAHAH xD
sfqomhz says:
WHY XD
[ - aqilah! (: `-&we were swinging for Mars; . says:
sounds hot ans sexy xD
[ - aqilah! (: `-&we were swinging for Mars; . says:
and(
sfqomhz says:
STEAM XD
[ - aqilah! (: `-&we were swinging for Mars; . says:
eh eh
[ - aqilah! (: `-&we were swinging for Mars; . says:
blog about me wanting to be kapal steam mansx LOL
YAY, BLOGGED MY BABY <333
8:35 PM
School life isn't all that bad, isn't it? I still very much dearly miss Anderson Secondary School, but I guess I can safely say that I am starting to enjoy school here. I still dream of going back to Anderson though. It's already my home. Where all my beloved ones, other than my family, are. I feel like I'm missing out on a lot, but knowing my bebehs, I'm sure you guys won't make me feel left out right? Seriously looking forward to the next time I meet all of you. We really need to hug.
Bebehs are forever ♥
7:32 PM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
And I thought it would be funny to keep me hanging in suspense
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chain link fence
That borders your backyard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips
That almost made you cry
But you let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes and
May I say I loved you more?
May I say I loved you more?
And it must have been an hour that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating and you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers, they told a tale of bad goodbyes
And you swore you heard me laughing and I swore I saw you smile
As the time we've spent together was meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me I'll carry to my grave
And knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save
(Keep breathing, my angel)
May I say I loved you more?
(If you go down, I go with you)
(keep breathing, just keep breathing)
(Keep breathing, my angel)
May I say I loved you more?
(If you go down, I go with you)
(keep breathing, just keep breathing)
Let's drink to memories we shared
Down one to all the hopes and cares
Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory
(Let's drink to memories we shared)
Before too long you'll be a memory.
(Down one to all the hopes and cares)
Because before too long you'll be a memory.
(Here's two for being unaware)
Before too long you'll be a memory.
(that you're gone)
Because before too long you'll be a memory.
------
One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You'll never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl.
I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl.
To be loved, To be loved
what more could you ask for?
To be loved, To be loved
everyone wants
To be loved, To be loved
what more could you ask for?
To be loved, To be loved
Everyone...
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
I'm not in love
(To be loved, To be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song
(To be loved, To be loved, everyone wants)
I'm not gonna waste these words
(To be loved, To be loved , what more could you ask for?)
About a girl.
------
We're crashing cars we used to share
With summer girls
With summer hair
We're driving around chasing the stars
But the party's busted up
Before it ever starts
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Stop making plans, start making sense
Don't you believe any word they said
Sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
Falling through the night
And rising from the ashes
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Don't come any closer
Don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye
Here we are, am I taking this too hard?
Don't say that it's easy
The hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why...
Suddenly, we're all running out of time
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
Then I'd run over to your house and I'd scale the chain link fence
That borders your backyard and then I'd climb through your window
And I'd whisper that I love you as you fall out of your clothes
And we'd lay there in the darkness like the dream of you I had
Where we captured all the fireflies and knew what time we had
Could be counted on our fingertips
That almost made you cry
But you let me hold you tightly as we said all our goodbyes and
May I say I loved you more?
May I say I loved you more?
And it must have been an hour that I clutched you in my arms
And I must have said the right things because you instantly felt warm
And you heard my heart stop beating and you wanted not to cry
As your sympathetic whispers, they told a tale of bad goodbyes
And you swore you heard me laughing and I swore I saw you smile
As the time we've spent together was meant to last us quite a while
As I take this piece of you with me I'll carry to my grave
And knowing that for someone you're an angel sent to save
(Keep breathing, my angel)
May I say I loved you more?
(If you go down, I go with you)
(keep breathing, just keep breathing)
(Keep breathing, my angel)
May I say I loved you more?
(If you go down, I go with you)
(keep breathing, just keep breathing)
Let's drink to memories we shared
Down one to all the hopes and cares
Here's two for being unaware that you're gone
Because before too long you'll be a memory
(Let's drink to memories we shared)
Before too long you'll be a memory.
(Down one to all the hopes and cares)
Because before too long you'll be a memory.
(Here's two for being unaware)
Before too long you'll be a memory.
(that you're gone)
Because before too long you'll be a memory.
------
One song about a girl
Can't breathe when I'm around her
I'll wait here everyday
In case she'll scratch the surface
She'll never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
Last night I knew what to say
But you weren't there to hear it
These lines so well rehearsed
Tongue tied and overloaded
You'll never notice
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl.
I'm not in love
This is not your song
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl.
To be loved, To be loved
what more could you ask for?
To be loved, To be loved
everyone wants
To be loved, To be loved
what more could you ask for?
To be loved, To be loved
Everyone...
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
I'm not in love
This is not my heart
I'm not gonna waste these words
About a girl
I'm not in love
(To be loved, To be loved, what more could you ask for?)
This is not your song
(To be loved, To be loved, everyone wants)
I'm not gonna waste these words
(To be loved, To be loved , what more could you ask for?)
About a girl.
------
We're crashing cars we used to share
With summer girls
With summer hair
We're driving around chasing the stars
But the party's busted up
Before it ever starts
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Stop making plans, start making sense
Don't you believe any word they said
Sparked up, sparked up like a book of matches
Falling through the night
And rising from the ashes
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
Don't come any closer
Don't tell me it's over
Don't kiss me goodbye
Here we are, am I taking this too hard?
Don't say that it's easy
The hardest part is leaving
Don't you wonder why...
Suddenly, we're all running out of time
I'll never let you go
Don't ever forget
Tell me you'll remember
Forever young
I'll never let you fall
It's not over yet
You and me forever
Forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
We're forever young
7:53 PM
I'm gonna start downloading more Mayday Parade songs <3
And then, more TAI.
This is getting really annoying.
I can't even fast.
5:03 PM
HOW COME ALL THE AWESOME TEACHERS ARE ALWAYS IN THE SCHOOL FOR A SHORT WHILE?
It's not fair, it's a curse.
There was Khairul and now it's Fatruna.
and no i did not have any crush on fatruna in case you were wondering.
AAAHHH.
Okay, bored to death.
HALP, someone.
2:25 PM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
Okay, so I remembered some stuff which I just had to say here.
One of the funniest things I heard yesterday was:
*HSM3 Now or Never preview on TV*
"What the hell!"
"HAHAHAH!"
"That's Miley Cyrus right?"
"... Huh?"
"That one."
"That's Vanessa Hudgens!"
"Ohhhh. Is this High School Musical?"
"Yea."
"She's in that movie right?"
"Miley? Noooo."
"Then where the hell did she come out from!?"
"Hannah Montana!"
"OH. THAT show..."
Yes call me weird, I found that very very funny. And yesterday I also watched Don't Mess With The Zohan. AWESOME SHIT. HHAHAHAHA. You should watch it. Seriously. Well yea, it's kinda dirty and what, but since I have an awesome mature mind, I am able to take it. No really, go get tickets NOW, and watch that damn movie!
Hmmm. Oh, and on Tuesday, the whole of Jalan Kubah BLACKED OUT.
Awesome, really. It was so dark, I couldn't see my hands. Took me like a whole 2 minutes to grope around to be able to find my handphone. Used the light to guide myself throughout the whole house. In the end, we used candles. It felt so gothic and vampiric, and an inside thing between Iskandar and me, it felt like the Trias' room. Hell yea, it was cool.
We went outside and our neighbours were already socializing. We ate nuts outside. (that sounded wrong, but you know, roasted nuts... Um, yea.) We ate with only A candle giving out the light. I want more black outs. It's so rare, for me. Some idiot should trip the whole electrical energy for this place more often. THE DARK WAS AWESOME. ♥
I swear that you don't have to go.
I thought we could wait for the fireworks.
I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt.
I thought I could live in your arms,
And spend every moment I had with you.
Stay up all night with the stars,
Confess all the faith that I had in you.
♥ i miss bebehs.
I thought we could wait for the fireworks.
I thought we could wait for the snow, to wash over Georgia and kill the hurt.
I thought I could live in your arms,
And spend every moment I had with you.
Stay up all night with the stars,
Confess all the faith that I had in you.
♥ i miss bebehs.
And I also noticed this. No matter how many songs I listen to, and fall in love with, there are never songs that can surpass the love and memory in Remembering Sunday, Miserable at Best, Three Cheers For Five Years, Jersey, ad basically everything about ATL and Mayday Parade.
7:05 PM
Hah. 4 days? I don't know. But it feels like forever I haven't used the internet.
Now I'm back and running and YAY.
Few more minutes to breaking fast.
Hungry like hellzzz.
Anyways, I had a great time on my birthday ^^
Awesome, and thanks for the teddyyyy.
So, this officially makes ATIQAH the first person to wish me a "Happy Birthday", even though I didn't receive the message. I LUFFLES BEBEH SO MUCHIEEEE. <3333
Okay, someone buy me tickets to Singapore.
Nao.
7:05 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIYAVI!
2:18 PM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
Okay, I have no idea why, but my beloved laptop decided to turn into a bitch and SURPRIIISE, the WLAN can't work. But I can still use the... cable. Omg, I feel so... out of place. That aside, tomorrow is an exciting day for me. Well, no, not really, I'm not going to do anything fun.
But because TOMORROW, is the birthday of my inspiration, my idol, MIYAVI. ♥
Someone's turning a year older! Happy early birthday!
Aaaaand, oh my god. MySpace is like wtf. Seriously, I was gone for 2 minutes to check my Friendster and then I got 10 new friend requests from people I don't know!
They were all like over 20, and looked so paedophilic, and such assholes argh.
Well, no chances given, I denied them all. I guess I can be a bitch at times.
Shall end it here. I guess I won't be online much nowadays thanks to my "beloved" laptop.
Whatever it is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIYAVI <3
And the day after is mine~ It's a sign.
9:52 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
♥ you.
Okay anyways, 2 DAYS TO MIYAVI'S BIRTHDAY.
I drew a very impromptu picture just now, maybe I'll upload it tomorrow.
I wanna do something for his birthday, even though I know he won't receive it.
Whatever, HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY HONEY~
9:42 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Inside I hope you know I'm dying,
With my heart beside me,
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced.
You're all that I hoped I'd find,
In every single way.
And everything I would give,
Is everything you couldn't take.
Cause nothing feels like home,
You're a thousand miles away.
And the hardest part of living is,
Just taking breaths to stay.
Stupid stupid stupid.
Reminiscing makes me cry, dammit.
I miss bebehs and all my friends so so so much.
What hurt me was that my dad told me that I had forgotten them already now that I made new friends.
Never will happen, because nothing can replace the great group of people I met in Singapore, and the very close bonds we shared, and we still do. I really miss you all.
I can't say anything anymore.
I've said everything like a thousand times over.
I guess I shall only say this again.
I love you all, very very very much.
11:30 PM
MIYAVI IS OUT TO KILL US ALL.
4:34 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Today is SO SO SO SO FUN, to the point where I feel like twitching and squealing JUST by the thought of it. REALLY, it feels like I've known Madihah, Arief and Qhaikal since... FOREVER. But really though, it's at days like these I wished my bebehs actually got to meet these people too. And these are the days that remind me of my days in Singapore. I'm just so glad that I've found friends here.
Wish me luck, and I luffles my bebehs <333
And thaaaaank youuuuu threeeeeee, Madi, Arief and Qhaikal~
BUT SERIOUSLY, TODAY WAS SO FUUUUUNNNN.
And I hope Madi understood my failed attempt to teach her how to use PowerPoint xD
6:27 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
I've watched this loads of times, but I want to post it up now because I can't hide it.
Hide what? THE LOVE I HAVE TOWARDS GACKT'S HAIR IN VANILLAAAAAAAA.
Like really omg CLOUD IS REAL, CLOUD IS REEEEEAAAAL. [/exaggeration]
Sexy, sexy, really really sexy. <333
*SQUEEE*
By the way, just in case you were wondering, no, my lav for Miyavi has not faded.
I still luffles him <333
Gackt is the only renowned Jrock artist I like besides Miyavi.
Miyavi is toptoptoptoptoptoptoptop in the list, and for Jrock, Gackt comes in second.
But for overall, Tokio Hotel, My Chemical Romance and The Academy Is... come next.
Oooo yes.
11:16 PM
I THINK I DO.
YES, I DO.
*slaps self*
A little.
YEH, JUST A LITTLE.
I think.
5:21 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
I'm writing all this from what I see, hear, and read.
Because I'm catching up remember?
Bill has a lovely smile ^^
And a very gorgeous laugh <3
Oh wait before I forget, BIG BIG BIG thanks to Joyce for sending me those sexy new pics of Bill and Tom at the beach ^^
AND BILL ORGASMING TO CANDYYYY HEHEH.
Bill's clothes looks much more woahhhhh, and Tom looks bigger xD [not surprised]
BILL IS SO CUUUUUTE <3
"Jak... jak... lam... Ehhh..." *fake smile because he's dumb*
"The important one is Ahoj Warzsawa!"
BILLLLL <333
WHY THE HELL IS THAT TRANS-LOOKING THING ORGASMING TO BILL TALKING IN FRENCH. Sick ugly thing o.o
"Ey arschloch..." [HAHAH WTF]
"Is this rude?"
"Nein nein neiiiiinnnnn."
"This is really good!"
God, I wanna squeeze them so much xD
And oh God, Bill you big fat adorable liar.
*in German* "Can I fuck you?"
*repeats* "What does that mean?"
"Um... Let's be friends."
WTF TOM. xD
GAWD, Bill sounds so animated, like, so cute type of animated, with that face and all, while saying "Bon soir!"
I WANNA HUGZ HIMMM.
GEORG SCHAFER AND GUSTAV LISTING HAHAHAHAH
*sorry I don't know the keys to the umlauts on laptops.*
Bill with short hair gives me this very warm feeling on the inside.
Like I've known that guy since forever. And it happens only to when his hair was short, durng the Schrei era. WHYYY T^T
11:20 PM
I NEED AND I WANT TO CATCH UP WITH ALL THE TOKIO HOTEL TV EPISODES I'VE MISSED OUT ON.
Omg I am telling you, it's so friggin hard to try and catch up with like so many differents bands at the same time.
I still friggin love TH kay kay kay.
They're mah loves <333
Bill's still so goddamn adorable as ever, omfg.
And Tom has six packs AAAAIIEEEEE.
Okay, Imma go catch up.
11:07 PM
I is so bored. It's 10.23 pm now, and... not really talking to anyone on MSN.
I. am. so. bored. The night is still so young too.
Anyways, I has a MySpace.
http://www.myspace.com/zhafhiey
Yea, go add if you have it. I made it cause majority of my new classmates have MySpace instead of Friendster, Facebook... or whatever. I'll add my new profile to the blog later.
FINALLY, after so long, I can put on my beloved eye makeup again <3
I feel so bare and naked without it, and I'm only 14 *smacks self*
And yes, I know I am a camwhore.
You can slap my face :D
10:23 PM
I love the natural Miyavi <3
And the video messages are due tomorrow and I still have no webcam.
I fail.
1:08 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
*flails*
REDEEEEEEEMPTIOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON.
Gackt is sexy.
Though Miyavi is sexier.
THOSE MIYAVI COSPLAYERS TAL SHOWED ARE AWESOME.
10:53 PM
I luffles the asdfmovie, and I also luffles the person who showed me the video, GIZZZ <3
It's so random, whaddahell, I laughed my ass off xDD
I can watch this forever and not get tired of it~
8:04 PM
Bill is SOOO MOTHERLY, and SOOOO FRIGGIN ADORABLE <33
I don't mind if he buys me toilet paper.
I'd thank him MILLION-HEARTED.
3:34 PM
NOTE TO SELF:
Put candy in your hands and show it to Bill when you see him.
That way, he will orgasm to candy, and indirectly orgasm at you.
3:06 PM
School's fun <3
I'm still stressed about next month, but heeecka.
You know, I think he's kinda hot HAHAHA.
I shall shut up, or else you foo's will say stuff D:<
1:44 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
I really want to return to Singapore... The Malay is killing me. This is not my niche, English is. Yes, I am Malay, I should be proud of my roots, like what Umi said. I am proud to be a Malay, but I just... do not like the language.
And please, not knowing your Malay has nothing to do with you being an Islam.
I didn't understand a meaning of some word, and this bitch asked me "Eh, kau ni orang Islam aper ah!?". Oh COME ON. Just because I didn't know the meaning of that word. I come from an English-oriented school, and an English-speaking country, at least my English is better than yours.
And EOYs, NEXT MONTH, omg I am so failing.
Umi and Abah doesn't have high expectations of me right? What if I failed and they screamed their asses off at me?
Happens all the time no matter what they say. I hope they stick to their word this time.
I was looking at The One Academy's website just now. I like that school. I wanna go there. It's so awesome, and I think it'll be great if I can pursue my talents there. If not, maybe I can just fly straight to the UK or something. I WANT TO PURSUE THE ARTS, not some shit Maths, Science or whatever. I hate school, I hate subjects, I hate anything to do with studying.
I do, however, LOVE, the friends I make there ^^
I love the arts, fullstop. There's nothing you can do to change my mind. Tell me I've got school, and to stop drawin, I'll rub more in your face.
I haven't done my homework.
AAAAAAAAAAH.
11:30 PM
I'm now using my dad's Nokia phone because my Motorola's joystick came off.
Darn.
11:00 PM
I'm all calmed down now. I'm feeling very emotional right now. No, not emo. Just... very... vulnerable. I just watched something that made me feel that way.
徒然なる日々なれど PV.
Yes, it made me all teary-eyed. I did not cry though. Everyone is downstairs and if I cried, it'd be so embarrassing. The PV looked like a tribute, and it... I don't know, it gave me goosebumps, in a good way. UWAAHH, I wanna cry. The PV is so beautiful...
Look at all those smiles and laughters.
Happy faces and fans. Stage performances where you can see the sincerity shine through.
I'm fangirling on the outside, but in the inside, I'm feeling so kvnkljdfsnvfd.
There's a million reasons why I love this man...
Memories disappear like bubbles in the air,
So I'll be singing eternally not to forget.
3:31 PM
FUCK. *nosebleeds to the MAXMAXMAX*
SO DAMN FRIGGIN CUTE. MIYAVI IS OUT TO KILL ME.
*fangirls*
I WANNA MAKE A GRAPHIC OUT OF THAT TOTALLY AWESOME AND ADORABLE AND SJVHDJVBBSDK PICTURE.
MIYAVI IS SO GREAT.
LOOK, I'M TYPING IN ALL CAPS, AND THIS ISN'T EVEN SHOWING HALF OF MY INNER FANGIRL.
I'M TYPING SO FAST, THAT I'M TAKING SO LONG BECAUSE OF ALL THE SPELLING ERRORS I MAKE.
OH LOOK AT THAT .GIF TOO.
OMG ALL THIS GOODNESS IS KILLING ME.
KIIIILLLLIIIINNNGGG MEEEEEE.
DAMN MIYAVI AND HIS FLAWLESSNESS.
That was a bit exaggerated, HE ISN'T FLAWLESS BUT SURE IS SO CLOSE.
SOOOOOOOOOOOO CUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTEEEEEEEEEEEEE
3:05 PM
Ah shit, I just noticed how similar my MySpace background is to Tenny's. I mean, the whole concept of the thing. I think I need to change before a misunderstanding occurs.
AAAAAAAAAH.
LAZY TO GO TO SCHOOL.
2:51 PM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
This is a collaboration post made by Aqilah and me.
And this collaboration post shall be about the sad truth that The JoBros, a.k.a, JuBos, are manipulating the minds of young innocent souls.
These souls in fact have been blinded by their "hotness" and it seems that it is rare to see many fans who like them because of their music talent, which can also be counted as none.
I have to admit, there must be some fans out there who likes their music, I have to say that some tunes are catchy. But say it out loud, many people like these group of no-talent teenyboppers because they think Joe Jonas is hot/cute/funny/talented/sexy and whatever word you use to describe him.
YES, he is cute. But please, the hype around him is getting annoying. They're just a bunch of foo's popularized by Disney. They sound like they sing through their nose. No offence, but what the hey, I think what I wrote just got a whole load of hate right. So please, stop tormenting ME and so many other pitiful folks out there with your nonstop "JOBROS/JOE JONAS IS SO CUTE/HOT" talk. Because we hate it.
I speak for a whole load of people out in the world.
Ah... I wonder what shit Disney will release next...
10:26 PM
GUESS WHAT I RECEIVED TODAY! This man came to my gate and was all "SHAFIQAH!" and I GOT IT.
I FINALLY RECEIVED IT. <333
Meh, Jonas Brothers on the cover. FAIL, THOSE SHIT HEADS.
And there's A TOKIO HOTEL AND MIYAVI POSTER IN IT TOO. OMGOMGOMG.
I know it's bad to swear during puase, but I FUCKING LOVE GIZ <3
4:18 PM
I have to get ready for school in 30 minutes. I am so lazy. I am so sleepy. And at this moment, you must be wondering why I am not asleep if I am actually sleepy. Well, slepeing again makes me SLEEPIER, so to keep on the safe side, I'm straining my eyes.
Omg seriously, people need to read about what I actually friggin write about Miyavi. It's like, I tell them ONE reason why Miyavi has had an impact on me, and the next thing they talk about how their idol crushes are so hot. And then they say this person is a great multi-tasker and shit, I mean come on, Miyavi can do so much more.
Bleh. Biasedness, I know, but you can't kill me for stating facts.
Do I sound arrogant? I probably do. But the reason why I talk like this is because people NEED to know Miyavi's talents. And that's what I'm doing, telling you people about him. You guys probably don't give a shiz, but talent like that cannot get overlooked.
But I understand. It actually takes more time and a more open heart to first accept Miyavi, and then actually getting to know him a little better. If you've only seen him for the first time, and have no idea about his music, personality and stuff, you most probably wouldn't like him anyway. Why? Because you'd think he looks gay. Because you'd think he looks arrogant and that he looks too much like a woman.
Eff all those stupid reasonings man, Miyavi is awesome, and I am goddamn proof that he is. The first time I saw him, I thought he was just another ordinary visual kei dude, what with the makeup and all. But then he's different. It took me a while to know him better, but the reason why I liked him in the first place is because of his music. If you don't give his music a try, you'll never know. And his personality and him being a human by himself is already good enough, because he has such a golden heart like that.
You can sincerely see he cares for his fans, and I bet he can see that we care the same for him. I mean, which other artiste would faint on stage and just ask his fans whether THEY are alright, and then ask the people at the back to move so that the people in the front row have more space to breathe? He'd give speeches about how you can make it if you try and believe in yourself during his live performances, and you can see that he really appreciates fans going to his lives.
He doesn't care about the arena, he just cares about spending time with his fans, and that to him is important, and that touches my soul. He's also proof that dreams can come true. You know what I mean.
I'm blabbering too much and should probably shut up. No one's reading this anyway.
Idiots.
Since it's the fasting month, I shall try refrain from using cuss words.
So here's something that tells you how I feel as of the moment.
5:24 AM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
I just finished watching Oresama *fail, I should have a long time ago*
The movie is excellent. The storyline circling Miyavi and Ryuu is... so touching <3
WEAKVOMITSOUND.
Yeah man. xD
11:22 PM
Waddahell xD
My parents are currently going all "I ALSO CAN UNDERSTAND JAPANESE!"
"Mitsubishi!"
"Arigatou gonzaimastu!" [wtf xD]
"Arigatousluakoto." [HAHAHAHAHA]
"Toyota!"
"Ohayoooooooooooooooooo!"
Omg, save me from this madness xD
MY WIFEY IS SO DAMN ADORABLE
7:39 PM
素晴らしきかな、この世界！
Thanks to Tal who corrected my writing for the title of What A Wonderful World xD
What I wrote was 巣晴らしきかなこの背愛 [come to think of it, wtf xD]
Must remember!
素晴らしい！ 素晴らしきかな、この世界！
巣 means nest/beehive.
愛 means love~
背 means back (back of backbone etc.)
Woah, that is some SERIOUS title butchering.
*promises to never butcher Miyavi titles ever again*
Omg so embarrassing! But I'm putting it up here so that I won't repeat the same mistakes again :D
THANKS TAL <3
7:24 PM
It was about high time I changed the song on my blog.
I love また夢で会いましょう, it's such a nice song, but I think maybe I should put the song that actually... has a meaning to me.
There's 2. 君に願いを and also 素晴らしきかな、この世界.
"Kimi ni Negai Wo" opened my heart, "Subarashikikana Kono Sekai" is the first song I fell in love with. This is hard... I think I'll put Subarashikikana Kono Sekai up ^^
And then one day I'll change to Kimi ni Negai wo.
Speaking of that song, maybe I should put up a video of it on my blog again here, because it is truly a beautiful song. I fell in love with it, and the meaning of the song made me fall in love with it even more. So much emotion and feeling.
And for those wondering about the meaning behind Subarashikikana Kono Sekai, I posted a video up here too, down below ^^ The song basically talks about how people always look at the sad part of life, when life is indeed, WONDERFUL <3 素晴らしいね～
And the song I had before this? Mata Yume De Aimashou? It is really a very beautiful song <3 I like the whole acoustic-y feeling to it, and the meaning behind it too. The way Miyavi sings with, with such desperation. I just... am in love with the song. Subs to the song below :
Sorry for the song overload heh.
I was in a Miyavi listening spree.
Like I always am in.
Be prepared for more videos in the future, even those that has been posted here like a thousand times.
Good videos never die.
4:07 PM
すごいね！
First day wasn't so bad, I made some new friends ^^
Still need time to adapt to my surroundings though. The uniform is SO HOT.
Really! I was sweating when I got back home. Woah.
ねえ、私はこれ疲れた～～～
Wish me luck tomorrow.
So damn lazy.
LAZY.
Halp plz.
EDIT EDIT, EPIC EDIT.
Dammit Miyavi, yes, we need to get back at you.
THAT WAS NOT A FUNNY PRANK OKAY xD
Bad Miyavi, BAD BAD BAD MIYAVI.
2:56 PM
"I had almost nothing back then, a little money, a guitar and a cell phone. But I did have a dream."
I always knew that it was never wrong of me to look up to you and respect you as highly as I do now.
You've proven to me that dreams can come true, and for that, I shall respect you.
Forever.
5:35 AM
Monday, September 1, 2008
DAMMIT MIYAVI, DAMMIT DAMMIT DAMMIT.
IT WASN'T FUNNY XD [/contradicting]
10:15 PM
Made my day <3
Thank you, Miyavi ^^
9:11 PM
I love Ryan <3
Your PM made me all teary-eyed dammit xD
Come online more often pls ;-;
And tomorrow, I'm starting school. I'm scared. I really am. I'm not prepared. I hardly have my stationaries with me, they're scattered all over the house. I don't know what I'm supposed to bring, and... everything about it just scares me. If Joyce was in that school, things would be so much easier, or if any of my bebehs or whoever. I'm so scared.
WTF, TYKO LEFT KAVKI BOIZ,
I feel so depressed. WHY. WHYYYYYYYYY.
8:29 PM
Done. Natural Miyavi, BEST Miyavi <33
But I love him all the same, no matter what he looks like ^^
1:24 AM
YAY, IT'S FASTING MONTH ALREADY. <333
I don't know why, but I am really excited about this year's puase.
YAYYYY <333
Aaaand, Imma change the picture at the top of the page, nao.
12:43 AM
Exits
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