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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Friday, July 25, 2008

I am so bored, and I just finished playing with Mary. Just in case you all don't know, Mary is my beloved pet cat. My beloved big fat cat.

I love her so muchhhh. I seriously mean this. Other than the fact that she is ridiculously adorable, fat and cuddly, she's also... a family member. In fact, she's one of the most understanding family member I have because she listens to everything I have to say and does not judge me.

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Yeaaa... No, but really. Now that I'm in Malaysia, everything feels different because Umi doesn't allow Mary to go upstairs to sleep with me, or just to play with me in the day. Back in Singapore, Mary will always go into my room to play with me, jump onto my chair to sit with me, and then play with my fingers. At night, she'll sleep right next to me, and she'll put her paw on my face, or "hug" me, or sometimes sleep in between my legs.

During stormy nights, when it's very cold, I'll be under the covers with her, and we'll be hugging each other. Everytime I'm playing with her and Umi attempts to scare her, her grip around me tightens and she'll bury her face into my body and she'll curl into a ball.

It's almost as though she understands how I feel. Whenever I'm feeling down and I lie down next to her, she'll rub her head against mine, and she'll lie down next to me and look right into my eyes, and the next thing I know, we fall asleep on the floor together, with her arms outstretched, and me hugging her.

I really like playing with her. By playing, I mean teasing her, toppling her over, tickling her, shaking her head, patting her head and all. She'll attempt to catch my hand and bite it, and then she'll start trying to catch me when I get up. She's just so... Aaaah.

She acts like a human too. Whenever Umi scolds her, she'll either run away or just lie down and look all sad, and her eyes look teary. She goes to the door almost all of the time to look outside, and when Umi tells her to go back into the house, she quickly scurries off into the kitchen. When Baba tells her to stay still and lie down on the carpet to wait for her food, that's exactly what she does.

I love Mary so so so much.
More than I'll ever love any other animal.
She's not just a cat.
She's a family member, a friend, a sister.

I can't see any other cat ever replacing Mary.
She'll always be with me ♥

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