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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Monday, June 30, 2008

I don't know how, and I don't know why, I woke up at 6.30 am today. I checked my phone, and noticed an SMS from WIFEYYYYYYY ♥

All she said was "Beh?" and that was sent at 12.54 am. SORRY xDD

I ended up having a mini-conversation with her through SMS. Man, no idea why, but it was friggin fun. It was like... *pokes, giggles and runs away* with a combination of HEHEHEHEs and WE-ARE-AWESOMEs.

Then, I decided to go through stuff on my handphone. My memory card stopped working, and while desperately attempting to make it work again, I stumbled across many hidden stuff I've forgotten about in my phone memory.

Aaah, there were photos of my primary schoolmates. There was Joey, Suzann, Danial, Chai Jing, Elizabeth. And then there were photos of the whole Bebeh group back in the days.

HAHAHA LET ME TELL YOU, WE LOOK SO SLENG TO THE MAX ksndvlkjsndk
Aqilah with her specs, and her... hair. JAINI'S FRINGE. My hair was all haywire, and I wore specs. Aaaaah, those timeeeeeees. But to not humiliate any of us, I will not post photos. Nuh-uh.

Maybe one of these days, ya? HAHA.

Not trying to be egoistic, but compared to my early Sec 1 days, I LOOK SO FRIGGIN SEXY NOW. *eherm* Feels like 2 different people completely, you know? I even laughed at myself looking at those photos.

And after all those reminiscing, dearest sent me an SMS. iloveyouuuu♥
More reminiscing, CAUSE I MISS FRIDAY, SCHOOL AND SINGAPOREEEE.

Oh, did I ever talk about my outing to that clubhouse? The place was slightly boring, only because I did not choose to swim. SHOULD HAVE YOU KNOW. Raaiqa was having such a fun time, but sitting around with my mum, grandma and my aunt was fun enough. I don't know why, but it just was. Just... sitting... and... talking. You know?

And for the fun of it all, I think I wanna post pics I stumbled upon, but have never used it before. Until just recently I added a feeeeew on my Friendster.

Here's a photo I did trying to imitate someone I know. I won't mention who, but the photos looked so ridiculous, I just HAD to try to look like her xD Jaini and Atiqah went all "OMGWTF!?" because yea, kinda looks similar. ESPECIALLY THE POSE AND THE EYES AND THE MOUTH HAHAHAHA. But I shan't post a photo. I'm going to post, A LINK!
CLICK HEREEEEE, but let me tell you, it's horrendous xDD
Told you it was horrible.
*insert uncontrollable giggles here*

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