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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

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Woo, another edit I made based on another song by Myv-san. It isn't my best edit, I actually think it looks kind of weird! Yea, and the concept "We Are Freedom Fighters" are lame, but every single word you see in that edit is in the song. Yea, IN the song.

Freedom Fighters MV
Oh, no worries. The first time I heard it, I thought it sounded weird too. Back then. Myv-san's English wasn't that good, kay, so he must have pronounced some words wrong, or you might not even know he is saying the words "speech", "thought", "abuse" and "blame". Trust me, his English has gotten so much better. [thank God for the LA trip]

And sorry, since that video has a girl in a US bra HAHA.

Oh yes, and for those asking for a 360 degrees view of Myv-san's oh-so-colourful head, here it is. In this video, you most probably would be able to see every colour available on his head, back then of course, not now.

And how could I possibly forget this, ne? A photo where my darling Myv-san looks so tremendously young, and yet so sexy at the same time. Nice pink underwear too HAHA.

Awwww, HAAAAAAHAHAHA.

Kay, I've already done 2 edits which I have been wanting to do.
Still, the only thing which I have no idea what to do for is...

THE
PapaMamaNozomarenuBaby
PROJECT!

Yea, that's what PMNB on my MSN stands for.

Don't know what it is? Of course you have no idea what it means.
It's a project based off of this song, by Myv-san also.
Papa Mama -Nozomarenu Baby-
I know what you're probably thinking. "Why in the world this song?"

Well, I read the lyrics and translations of the song, and I thought it'd be really interesting to make an artwork out of it. Either a drawing, or just like the other 2, photo edits. And the way the song is sung plays a huge part in it too.

So... angsty, sad, depressed, a very "I-have-no-fucking-idea-what-to-do-anymore" kind of attitude. Very nice song. I love it.

These are the lyrics to the song.

Papa Mama -Nozomarenu Baby-
Papa Mama -Unwanted Baby-
Papa, Mama, Ojiichan, Oneechan...Gomen ne, gomen ne.
Sensei, Tonari no Obachan, Taroukun, hontou ni gomen ne?
Papa, Mama, Grandpa, Big sis.... I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Teacher, my neighbour, Tarou, I'm really sorry, okay?

Nakitaku naru gurai fucking days Shinitaku naru hodo everyday.
"Nee kamisama boku warui koto shita kanaa?"
I almost wanna cry, fucking days, I almost wanna die everyday.
"Dear God, did I do something bad?"

Mou iiyo... mou iiyo ttara.
Yamete yo, hottoite yo, kamawanai deyo.
It's enough... It's enough I said.
Stop it, leave me alone, don't bother me.

Papa wa yama e, Mama wa kawa e, boku wa mata hitori
Nee, do-shite Papa to Mama wa sekkusu shita no?
Papa went to the mountains, Mama went to the river,* and I am alone again.
Hey, why did mommy and daddy have sex?

Mimi o fusaide say good-night Makura nurashite say good-morning
"Nee, Kamisama, boku no ouchi wa doko desu ka?"
Close your ears and say good-night, cry myself to sleep and say good-morning
"Dear God, where is my home?"

Mou iiyo... mou iiyo ttara.
Yamete yo, hottoite yo, kamawanai deyo.
It's enough... It's enough I said.
Stop it, leave me alone, don't bother me.

Kizuite yo, furimuite yo, dakishimete yo.
Notice me, look at me, hold me.

*this was the beginning of an old Japanese folktale

Despite the really heavy music, I find the message brought out in this song very meaningful, thus I really really love this song.
And I really hope the outcome of this "project" is well-done!

Anybody got any suggestions?

Oh, before I forget. To those wondering, yes I am a very artsy person. I like expressing myself through my artworks, through what I wear, do, draw and whatsover. I like making tributes to people who have changed my life, thus my drawings of Bill Kaulitz [Tokio Hotel], sketches of Myv-san, and edits of songs that have impacted me greatly.

I love drawing what comes to my mind, and I like working in the wee hours of the night just to get my artwork done. Notice MY artwork. If it was schoolwork, go to hell. The art syllabus in school is so horribly done. We are not allowed to express ourselves our own way, and I don't like that. I thought art lessons would be fun-er >_>

Kay, shut up Sha. Stop talking about art.

12:32 PM