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» Featured song: 君に願いを
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
shafiqah othman.
soundtracks to my soul ♥
![]() Friendster MySpace e-mail: zhafhiey@hotmail.com MSN: ixixy@hotmail.com ![]() He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you. ![]() GERARD WAY, the first. He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.
![]() Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi. ![]() WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas. He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?
![]() JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
1. Put your music player on shuffle. 2. Press forward for each question. 3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn't make sense. No cheating! 5. Based on the question and the song, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions. How are you feeling today? Slow Down – The Academy Is… My life’s going on too fast. I have to agree with that. In response to how I am feeling today, following the lyrics of the song, I feel as though that certain someone in my life are just saying nice stuff just to make me feel happy, but everyone could see you don’t care hmm? And should I have said those things to make him feel like he was something special or that he ever really mattered? Will you get far in life? Heilig – Tokio Hotel This song says no. Well, I’ll die earlier than the one I love, and somehow, the wishes I make before I die will lead that person to the right way. Even though I die, that person to me will be forever sacred and although dead, I will live for our immortality. This person is really special to me, and I would do anything to see this person happy, even if it means my own misery, such as being drifted away from you. How do your friends see you? This Is How I Disappear – My Chemical Romance My friends are the people that make me to who I am. They mould me, and without them I am almost nothing. Almost like a walking corpse, with no life. There are things I hide from many, but regardless, I still need them, even if not there to help me solve my problems, I need them there. When they’re not here, I am constantly crying out for their presence. That is one reason why parting is such sweet sorrow. Without you is how I disappear, and live my life alone forever now. Will you get married? I Wanna Love You Cover – The Maine Perhaps I won't, perhaps I will. The marriage will be driven by lust, and if I don't get married, there are a lot of people I would like to 'love'. How scandalous. What is your best friend's theme song? Der Letzte Tag – Tokio Hotel The last day? Eh? What, you trying to make fun of the fact that I’m gone from my darlings? Okay, so how is this your theme song… It was my last day, but we still insisted it wasn’t. When it has all ended, well it hasn’t. Not yet. The whole song just talks about how we will spend the last moments we have together, but still say that it is not the last time we shall see each other. True enough for all of us, right? It has not ended for us yet. What is the story of your life? Headfirst For Halos – My Chemical Romance Although always filled with uneasiness, and deep down, I hold a lot a lot of sadness, I always “think happy thoughts”. I like to relive good moments, and I normally always can’t let out the right expression. Theres so much emotion stirring inside me, I don’t know how to let it all out. I have organized nicely the things in life that makes me “fly” and makes me “fall”. I have thoughts in my head that I can’t get out and I feel like I’ll “blow my brains against the ceiling”. What was primary school like? I Hate Everything About You – Three Days Grace I like how this makes sense. I do enjoy the times I had in the school, the friends that I made, but truthfully, I do not miss that place at all. I do not feel any loss. I did not like the school all that much, although I’ve had great times there. I never had the urge to go back there. Almost as though I had always waited for the time I would get out of that place. I hate everything about you, why do I love you? How can you get ahead in life? 1000 Meere – Tokio Hotel I can only do so if I can overcome the impossible. I have to gather my senses, come back to me, back to us, and most importantly, with you in my mind, almost as though you’re my goal. I have to find a place where I can seek solace, with you. I can only do so if you trust me. Together, we’ll be free. And once we are, there’s nothing and no one we’ll miss and one day we’ll look back with no regrets. Please don’t drift away from me, please let me drift towards you. With you, that’s how I can get ahead in life. What is the best thing about your friends? I Don’t Love You – My Chemical Romance Wait, this is so contradictory, don’t you think? I love my friends very much, thank you. Well, I guess the best thing is that we are able to make stuff for each other, even if at that point of time, we’re not on good terms. We’re able to work things out because we’re willing to sit and talk, without claws or fangs. In the end, we’ll love each other just like before. What is in store for this weekend? Someday - Nickelback I’ll be able to work out something I have always wanted to work out. I’ll be thinking about what it is, and I will try my best to work towards it. I will say things I have always needed to stay, I’ll make a better ending for all of us, make sure things get better. Talk about everything in life we’ve missed, and talk about how we did not see it coming, and how we could have used it to our advantage. Talk about things that did not talk place, and how things would have been better if it took place. Now that the story’s played out like this, we shall talk about how it would be if it was not played out like that. What song describes you? Monsoon – Tokio Hotel Everything about the song fits me. How I’m looking forward to almost nothing. I’ve been waiting here for so long, for you, until the clouds come up and rain and again. The breathtaking chorus talks about how you’re the only thing that can calm me down, the thing I will work towards, the thing that keeps me going in life. I always see your vision, but it’s actually really not there, and that makes me feel alone. I have to find you now, I can always hear your name. I have always been around people, it’s hard to make this darkness feel like home. Nothing can hold me back from you, even the strongest storms, time, the world, anything, whatever. I’m fighting all this power coming in my way. Just to get to you. I will go to the end of time, beyond the world, fight the storm, go into the blue, just to get to you. To describe your grandparents? House Of Wolves – My Chemical Romance They’re wise, and they don’t mind sharing whatever it is they have learnt. They have seen days go past, and hopefully, the days ahead of us are “innocent days”. They want to pass on being known as a nice person. They want to be known as an angel. They are not afraid to face death. But still they’re really very positive about their life, although, cruelly speaking, they do not have very long. I do not want them to go! That is true! But that is the cruel fact, is that not? How is your life going? Fall For You – Secondhand Serenade I know you don’t think that I am trying. I have fallen for you so many times over, are you willing to break my heart again this time? A guy like you is impossible to find. You’re impossible to find. If I don’t ever see you again, I won’t live to see another day. This feeling, I swear it’s true. His is not what I intended, I never wanted to fall for you, but I did. In making you happy, I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start. What song will they play at your funeral? An Deiner Seite – Tokio Hotel This song goes out to everyone that attends my funeral, everyone I find special. I will always be by your side, you’re never alone. Even for a while, I will still be there for you. I will be there whenever you want me to. It doesn’t matter where you are, I can hold you when you reach for me. I am by your side, even for a little while. We can make it if we try. Even after passing on, I will always be by your side. How does the world see you? Innocence – Avril Lavigne I am a very positive person. At least my outlook of life is positive, but I do hold a lot of sadness in me. The little things in life make me happy all the time, and there’s nothing about it I will change. I have experienced the best feelings in life before, and there are at some points in life where I get stuck there, because I love that moment too much. To me, that moment is perfect. The people I love, I never want them to go away because I will always need them. There’s nothing in my life which I will change, because I believe that everything happens for a reason. The happiness in me is always hard to describe. Will you have a happy life? Rescue Me – Tokio Hotel Not really. There’s a certain someone special in my life that will, or maybe has already left me. And although we’re not together anymore, I shall ask of you to rescue me, because you’re the only one who can rescue me. Everything we experienced together was just fake, and here I am already hoping that you would deny that it was all a stand-up. I want to let you know how I feel, but you won’t hear. It feels as though the walls are coming closer. My senses are fading away. Set me free, please. I’m haunted by your shadow. I reach to feel your face, but you’re not here. What a sad life, don’t you think? What do your friends really think of you? Classifieds – The Academy Is… They think my life reads like the classifieds, pages of what’s for sale, and what’s on the auction block. They think I’ve got a decent voice, and I have a crooked smile. They think I think I write good storylines, they think I have honest eyes. They know that I see that life is cruel, but I see the good in it instead, but I like to open their eyes to the cruel world. I like literal meaning of things, for the fun of it, but really I prefer reading deeper into it, as they say “read between the lines”. I don’t forget nice memories easily. I cherish them. I used to be really ambitious, but now I like to take the easier step at things, cheat a bit. I now hold the smoking gun. I do not like promises to get broken, although they were meant to be. Even after I die, I do not want them to get broken. If possible, fulfill them. I rely on the people I really love. I really wish they would listen to what I have to say, and listen to my advice, instead of just thanking me and doing nothing after that. I never want beautiful relationships to end. This will not be all we will ever have. Do people secretly lust after you? Down With The Sickness - Disturbed Sounds more like people hate me. I’m broken, and they don’t care because I couldn’t care either. I’m turning into the worse, and I’m bringing everyone down with me. If I am going through misery, everyone else will too. I let people vent their anger on me, and then I will do the same to them, just worse. Who lusts after people like me? What should you do with your life? Love Is Dead – Tokio Hotel I have to make sure that the relationships I have with the people now are always there and are never broken, because we die when love is dead. I have to cherish the people I have now. Will you ever have children? Schwarz – Tokio Hotel This song tells that I will have no time for children. No time to look back at the past, everything that has been burnt and turned to black. Everything ahead of me is as dark as whatever it is that has passed, so what is the point of bringing another life into the world if I am just there to make them miserable too? The person I depend on the most in life suddenly leaves and I become weak. For all I know, if I do have children, the same would happen to them, and I would be the one to leave them. Not a really bright future, you have to agree. Or maybe it means I’ll have black children in the future.
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