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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

I hate you.
I really do.
I've had cases of love that were just infatuation,
BUT THIS HATE I FEEL FOR YOU IS THE REAL THING.

Because of everything that you said today, I just oversee all your good,
and now, to me, you are nothing but a PIECE OF MEAT.

Here's what I composed for you.

How pathetically sad you are, you moronic ignoramus. You are a mentally backward
Neanderthal who has nothing better to do than denigrating others of far greater
value than yourself. You despicable, oxygen-wasting wretch of a soul. You have
no sense of self-worth. You are a poor excuse of a human being. Your mind is as
quick as a slug stuck in a pit. Your sarcasm does not amuse me. Your voice
annoys me to no end. I pity you and spit in your general direction. May God
bless you, YOU USELESS PIECE OF MEAT.

Wai Siong's not a girl.
If he is, you're a beast.
What does it matter to you what Aqilah was writing on a piece of paper.

Why, you hate getting challenged by a 14-year-old?
Oh, I know, because I was the first person ever to go all
"That was INSULTING."
And you, thinking you're someone with a higher authority, thought you could get away with it.
No one has ever spoken back to you eh?
Well, too bad. I just did.
I think I speak for everyone when I say that whatever it is that comes out from your filthy, foul-smelling mouth is hurtful. You like watching our ego crumble on ourselves, now I want to see yours get flushed down the toilet.

Oh, yes, you did not insult me.
But you insulted a friend of mine. Why did I get so worked up?
BECAUSE IT WAS REALLY REALLY INSULTING.
Imagine if I went up to you and said "Oh, you just proved yourself to be a girl!"
Wow, I can see your balls retreating back deep into your body.

And those little kids that love you so much, those that laugh for no particular reason at nothing, those who make lame jokes, those who think you're the best because you shower them with so much love, they HAVE to LEARN to see things OUR way. Just because you're biased to them, they think you're so wonderful. Well no, frankly, I used to like you, but now, you just suck.

I've never looked down upon someone this bad before.

I hate you.
I really do.

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I have an exam tomorrow, and I am sitting here, in front of the computer, ranting my ass off on one of the worst people I have ever met in my life.
I used to think he was good too, now, you're just awful, AWFUL.

8:30 PM