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MIYAVI, my hero.
He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.

GERARD WAY, the first.

He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.

BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.
Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.

WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.

He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?

JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.

Saturday, April 12, 2008

Infatuation? Love? Affection? EH!?

This is really frustrating. I want to tell you straight out, in the face, but would you even care? Maybe I should just keep my feelings to myself. This is absurd. Why now, why you? Now I'm wondering if I can ever get over you, once you leave and all.
I hate you. I love you. I don't need you. I need you. Argh, I've gone crazy.
You're impossible to get, and almost the same to let go of.
Other than that, I just feel really, really confused.

*breathes*

Okay, well, today is Tiq's birthday! [12/04]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WIFEY!
*cheers*

Gotta keep a happy face [despite all these jumbly thoughts in my head].
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO GET FOR HER!
But she said she'll accept belated gifts. Maybe I have enough time to think about what to give her then? Hmmm...

Why can't Aq go manz.
Oh yea, she's saving up. But at least go out with us la hunnyyyy.
It's okay, I guess.

Later on is Anderson Choir. [CHEERS FRANTICALLY] WOO WOO WOOOO!
I'll be meeting Tiq in approximately 4 hours [4 pm] and then from there we'll go to Vicky Concert Hall at 7.30 pm, where the choir concerts ends at 9.30 pm.

Fifi can't perform! Darn darn darn darn.
And to think he was one of the people I wanted to go see perform.
Well, I guess... It can't be helped. He's been practicing and his mum doesn't allow him to perform just like that. NOOOO. I think the only thing I can say to you right now is to study harder, dear friend. FIFIIII.
But there's still Aruna and Tabitha, YAY!

Oh, and Tiq and I don't know who to bring along with us for the 4 pm outing.
There's so many people going, but for some weird reason, we don't know who.
Damian wanted to go, but he didn't get the tickets on time.
I wanted Ryan to go, but he had to go church.
I wanted Aqilah to go, but then she had no money.
I wanted Nas to go, but she had to go Sentosa before the concert.
I wanted Iza to go, but she had no money too [and she's going to Sentosa with Nas].
Arrrgh.

Ideas?
IDEEAAASSS?

I'll find someone. I'll find people! I'll find a way!

12:14 PM