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I was a dreamer before you went and let me down.
shafiqah othman.
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MIYAVI, my hero.He changed my life, he cleaned me up, he found my heart like only HE can. He made me discover myself, he's my drive, my inspiration, my voice, my soul, my song, my heart, my hero. ♥ I don't think I can ever have built a passion and found a dream if I had never found him. He makes my day each time, and every song he has written is etched in my mind, my heart and my soul. I am very protective of this man because I don't like people making fun of whoever it is that has left an impact in my life. He is all I need right now to keep me going to achieve my dreams. And don't be jealous that a guy in magenta nail polish can get more chicks than you.
GERARD WAY, the first.
He is undeniably an awesome person with a wonderful personality. He is always all-smiles and not forgetting he has a lovely smile. Whoever fails to love this man fails so much, because they are definitely blind. I knew him before I knew Miyavi, and he did the first few jobs to straightening my life out before handing it all over to him. He got married to someone else already, but I am happy for him, of course I am (: He has been the bestest there is for the past 2 years I was obsessed over him.
BILL KAULITZ, my porcupine.Bill makes awesome music and he, although young, is very talented and expressive. Miyavi is more expressive than he is, but hey! Bill just turned 19, and he definitely has a long way to go. He earned success through hard work and diligence, and for that, I love him to bits. He hasn't really done anything to change my life, but he's wonderful nonetheless. And yes, it's a he. A guy who happens to have long hair so you people think he's a girl. A guy whose face is effeminate and prettier than all you other guys out there. You're just jealous that a guy in black nailpolish can earn more chicks than you, just like Miyavi.
WILLIAM BECKETT, my laughing gas.
He's cute, I know. He's funny, even more. He's tall, has a great smile, wonderful personality, great sense of humor, wonderful singing voice, he's so... wow. I am not in love with him, but I pretty much look up to him and his group of friends, which includes oddities like Chislett, Mike Carden, Sisky and The Butcher to always make me feel better on days I'm feeling quite blue. They never fail to slap a smile onto my face because they are awesome and funny like that. Whoever has not seen these guys in action, but go and watch them ASAP because they. are. the. shiz. Great humourous bunch of people, who make awesome music as well. Who can't possibly love them!?
JOE JONAS, satisfaction
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.
People who know me well, know damn well I do not like this guy. I don't even like him now, I'm just in this for the thrill. So yea, I don't hate him as much as I used to, but I don't like him much either. But, I'll have you know he's a damn good kisser and I should know, yes, I should know. And his saliva tastes like cherry/mint. No, don't even ask. Oooo, scandalous. And I just thought that after everything that happened, he deserved at least a mention for satisfying my lust.
Friday, March 21, 2008
Many weeks have passed since the last time I've posted. It's not that I'm lazy, I just don't want to. I have many other things to do than this.
Anyways, I have already returned to the forums, and I am glad I did. It had some server problem, so they made a backup forum. I'll make do with it for now.
Well, Bill is sick. Down with Laryngitis and I'm worried sick. You don't know how much that guy means to me, and how much he has done to change my life. The songs he sings and everything else. I don't know how to explain it, but he really had done a lot. He's just different and unique. I need his voice everyday to actually keep going and the thought of his voice not being able to work for now is so... I have no idea what to say.
You don't know how it feels like because you're not me.
Bill means a lot to me...
Oh, and Mr Khairul is leaving soon.
Can things get any worse? I started school again in hopes things would get better, but this is what I get. Bill getting sick and Mr Khairul leaving. Not now, but soon. I don't want to Lit Rep anymore. Argh.
But meh... Life goes on. There's always Tokio Hotel. They helped me get through tought times, I can't see why they can't help me now. They're my saviours.
There's so many things to say, and I don't know where to start. Maybe I should just stop. Bill... I hope he gets better soon. I feel so scared. I'm trembling, and I think I'm going to break soon.
I need that voice.
It's the soundtrack to my soul.
Whatever would my soul be without it?
Alright then. Till here.
Oh, and I'm moving in June. I'm leaving school after SA2.
Tata~
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